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2009-09-27T23:31:00.002+08:00

25.09.09
Thanks all who wished me, be it on the day itself or a belated one. People like Chinmei, Jenies, Rachel, Eileen, Desiree, Kianwei, Huiping, Agneslim, Agnesong, Elaine, Rachael, Wanling, Qingqing, Muiling, Peishan, Stephanie, Yuanfong, Ziyan, Huimin, Xena, Darren and lots more from facebook whom I can't remember.

26.09.09
Jay-walk event organized by Singapore Hottests! Met Stephanie before heading down to Orchard. Followed Christine (the admin) and Wendy for breakfast at Macdonalds with Yujia. Around 11am, around 20+ people came and we headed to Giordano to buy white tee. Decorated it with our own hand print and walked around Orchard and Youth Park! Pictures are in my facebook ~ Mostly with me spotted in the picture, hehe.

4pm met Agneslim at White Sands, went for a walk inside while wearing my self-made hand print tee. Around 6pm went to Elaine and Agnesong's fo-tang event for mooncake festival. Had loads of fun there. But no pictures for this.

27.09.09
Went to Wild Wild Wet with Agneslim, Agnesong, Huiping, Rebecca, Wanling, Junie, Kianwei, Yuanfong, Cheeming, Javin and Amanda. Thought I'd be late, but saw Huiping, Rebecca and Junie, so I went with them. Played from around 1pm to 6pm or so. Played Samsung, the Tsunami, Family Ride, the Jacuzzi and the Lazy River. We even formed a circle under the place where it will go 'ding ding ding' and water will come splashing down! Played the 'bomb bomb' game while waiting for the big bucket to be filled with water. Family ride was great! We sat for don't know how many times. Me, Agneslim, Huiping, Yuanfong, Cheeming and Kianwei played the blue and pink slide. Competing with each other (one guy one girl) to see who can slide the furthest! Got tanned and sunburned very badly! From white become dark skinned already ): Ate dinner at Just Acia and went home. Pictures has been uploaded by Huiping ^^

Happy Birthday Sad Birthday?

2009-09-25T11:02:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to Me, Happy Birthday to Me, Happy Birthday to Janri, Happy Birthday to Me ~
Thanks brother who stayed till 12am and sang a birthday song for me. They never celebrates... Brother almost made me cry by doing so.

Thanks for those who wishes me, especially 진리 언니, 하 하! The earliest! And moomeh messaged me O.N.T.H.E.D.O.T! ^^ Woke up and saw a black and pink packaging with Korean words on it on my desk. Looked at the card attached and it's from my sister. She bought a pink mouse for me, and when in use, it will have different colors flashing! So nice ^^

Going school later for F&N and then 8pm going to meet Jenies for late dinner at Super Dog! ^^

Sadness Within Me

2009-09-23T19:19:00.003+08:00

I can't be happy... Not on the 25th as well... I don't know if I should feel happy or sad or relieved or angry... They aren't going to perform officially as a 6 member group on that day, I'm glad. But Nichkhun and one other member will still be performing, which the PD said it might not be aired. So what for to let the two member perform when it's not going to be aired? But I miss the other members. I realized since the incident, K-Hottests has not really been giving the other 6 boys much attention (from what I know, not as much as Jay). I want to know how they're doing now!

On a side note, I'll be going for the walk! And the new friend which I've made, also live at Pasir Ris and intending to go together. Well, we haven't met each other yet ~ Just that we're both afraid we'll be awkward together with the other members, so we decided to go together. Wonder if tomorrow I'll be meeting her, to buy a black tee since she don't have one. Talking about that, I don't know where's my black tee as well, shall search for it later.

You Won't Understand

2009-09-22T19:55:00.004+08:00

Afternoon out with Desiree and Agnes Lim, and Chin Mei is supposed to join us as well. But due to her ulcer / swollen gum she's got to see a doctor! Get well soon! That doctor sucks, real big time!

Anyway, lots and tons of funny things happened. On the train, Desiree teased Xiangyi who is just sitting infront of us. It's seriously funny but yeah, I don't know how to type it out. Then reached Plaza Sing, went to Etude House. They intended to buy something from there for me. But after looking for don't know how long (okay, maybe not that long), I told them I'm hungry. Ate at Mac (McValue Lunch ^^) and I told them don't buy anything from there for me, because it's expensive! Seriously, a black head removal patch costs $18.90! (okay, I'm being a kiasu or whatever Singaporean here!) But seriously, I think it's because of my current 'broke' situation that I'm saying these type of things ~~~ Ended up, they gave me an 'angbao'! Didn't wanted to accept but Desiree cheated me, saying she want to see got tissue in my bag and who knows, she took my wallet and placed the money inside!

THANKS DESIREE, AGNES LIM, CHINMEI AND JAVIN!

Headed to Carrefour and Desiree's phone was passed around! Talking to Mrs. CHEW (don't ask me who ㅋㅋ Figure out yourself, clever peepos) on the phone and can laugh till pengz! Conversation is very funny, hehe.

And tomorrow's no school, when I actually decided to go, LMAO! So, thursday I'll be going since it's only MCQ papers, which I'll definitely anyhow do ㅋㅋㅋ. And Desiree told me she's going to book me on Friday ~ ㅋㅋ To think people still need to book me one eh, hahaha xDD

I'd rather stay single now and get in to a real love when the time comes in the future,
rather than having my heart broken so many times now.

Wish Upon A Shooting Star

2009-09-20T15:48:00.003+08:00

There's news about 2PM to perform officially as a 6 member group. Either on the 25th or October during the Dream Concert... Please, don't let it happen, especially on the 25th! I won't wish to see them performing as 6 member because 2PM is 7 = 1!

I just screwed the twitter thing which I put on my blog. I can't seem to find back the old layout which is plain and nice! I don't like this. It auto posts out the old tweets I tweeted which I don't like!

On a happier note, Jay & Junho logged in to 2OD! And I even screenshot down Junho's message to us on the sbox! ^^

Too Late For Regrets!

2009-09-08T15:26:00.007+08:00

Great! The netizens and antifans have forced Jay to leave the group, happy now huh?! Even with his deepest and most sincere apology, you bitches just won't forgive him. Can't you pathetic bitches just understand his plight, that 4 to 5 years ago, he was all alone in Korea and having no one to rely on! He said those words because he doesn't know the culture of Korea well. And there were actually comments that he said lots of good and wonderful things about Korea, but where are they?! You bitches just hide the fact that he said wonderful things about Korea and spill out the fact that he said Koreans are gays! And please, the comments made are actually 4 to 5 years ago thing! Why bother digging up the past?! What's past is past, everybody deserves a second chance! What's more is that he admitted he commented on those things about Koreans! At least he's got the courage to admit his mistake and apologized sincerely!

After his apology, you bitches won't forgive him and even demanded a petition for him to leave 2PM! Now that he really said he's going to leave 2PM, you bitches said you're shocked to hear of this news?! Isn't this what you bitches wanted all along?! For him to leave 2PM for good?!

And JYP, you said in your first statement that you won't ruin Jay's dream and goals of becoming a singer. Now what, you're actually the one forcing him to resign and quit 2PM?! You said he will stay, you said you won't let him leave! And now you're actually confirming with Newsen that he will indeed leave 2PM?!

K-Hottests! I salute you. Please do bring back Jay from the airport, stop him from leaving Korea! He got to know the truth, that the petition to bring him back has already hit 13k within a short time span! He got to know those bitches are starting to regret and also signed the petition as well. And there's 100 fans at the airport right now, and the number of K-Hottests are still growing! Please, let it be a successful trip to bring back Jay! 2PM won't be 2PM without Jay!

Edit @ 3.43pm: Jay is now at the airport and there are 300 fans waiting!
~~Edit @ 3.46pm:~~ ~~Jay and 2PM arrived at the airport wearing suits.~~
Edit @ 3.47pm: Fans are no longer stopping them. [What the hell is wrong?! ㅠ.ㅠ]
Edit @ 3.53pm: Jay said he plans on relaxing with his family upon getting home.
Edit @ 4.11pm: If Jay leaves, he's never coming back. some say its temporary but its CONFIRMED.
Edit @ 4.34pm: Fans see 2PM walking through the gates and Wooyoung crying!
Edit @ 4.35pm: Fans say that it's not just a small cry, but Wooyoung was out of it!
Edit @ 4.38pm: Wooyoung fainted at the airport!
Edit @ 4.40pm: Jay is already through the airport!
Edit @ 4.41pm: All 7 boys are crying!
Edit @ 4.44pm: Wooyoung is believed to be heading to hospital now!
Edit @ 4.46pm: He is going to a hospital in Shinchon due to the stress bought by Jay's withdrawal!
Edit @ 5.04pm: Infinity Challenge team is deciding whether to cut Jay out from the 2PM Harvesting Episode Jay already recorded with 2PM. [Please, no! He's already left, let us just be able to watch him on show for one last time ㅠ.ㅠ]
Edit @ 5.07pm: Jay is through baggage check ㅠ.ㅠ
Edit @ 5.15pm: Jay give his last farewell with an apology...
Edit @ 5.16pm: His last words were "I'm Sorry" ㅠ.ㅠ
Edit @ 5.16pm: Reportedly Jay will arrive in Seattle at 12:40AM at KE019 Flight.
Edit @ 5.30pm: Jay has now boarded the plane...

http://www.2oneday.com/forum/index.php?showtopic=8403
http://www.2oneday.com/forum/index.php?showtopic=8397
http://www.2oneday.com/forum/index.php?showtopic=8394

HE'S NOW GONE! HE WON'T BE BACK ANYMORE! OUR AMAZING LEADER OF 2PM WON'T BE COMING BACK ANYMORE! THE PICTURES OF HIM GIVING HIS LAST BOW, HIS BACKVIEW WHEN ENTERING THE GATE BREAKS MY HEART IN TO A ZILLION PIECES! WHY MUST YOU BITCHES OVERREACT TO THINGS AND CAUSE JAY TO LEAVE?!

Jay, please come back... HOTTESTS and 2PM needs you...

I've Lost You

2009-09-05T23:54:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a bad day for me, and no I'm not talking about the dance and critics you girls gave me. In fact I find it helpful, it can let me improve more in my dancing. Sorry if I've let any of you worry or what.
I'm damn disappointed, damn hate myself for trusting you that much. It's not been long, and yet... Whatever, I don't wish to say anymore. Suit yourself, we have nothing to do with each other anymore.

Today was a great day. Lucky that I managed to stuff those emotions in me and not let it affect me. No message received from you today, I don't care. Headed to Bugis followed by Far East then Paya Lebar then Tampines Mall and T1. Walked to so much places, but ended up I only bought one pathetic thing from Watsons -.- Nothing caught my eye. No heels or boots caught my eye. Ended up I still spent about $10 because of food and that one thing from Watsons. Cool huh?

Agnes Lim is really a pro. From don't know what thing, she can talk until the topic of our ideal boyfriend. For me, I think it'd be for him to at least have some background in music like singing or dancing and to have the courage to take the initiative. Well, but I didn't say it out when they asked me because I don't know how to say.

No dance again tomorrow ):
F(x) debut stage is damn hell fucking hot, especially dearest Amber! Lacha Lacha Ta Ta ~
Hottests will always be with our amajjing leadja Park Jay Beom no matter what happens!
And for goodness sake, I hereby declare I've gotten over him! Over over over!

Spoilt My Chance!

2009-09-02T14:27:00.002+08:00

Fuck Coral Secondary School upside down!

That time I said I wanted to quit school, end up say I cannot quit and don't allow me to quit. Now what, say I'm suspended? Hohoho. Then what for I still go school take the fucking papers man?! Since I'm already in the suspended list, what for should I still take the papers?! If not for the sake of my dad, I actually don't intend to go school today as well okay!

If not for this fucking school I am stuck in, if not for this fucking school that don't allow me to quit, I could actually be earning money right now! I have my reason for quitting, I have my own preparations when I said I wanted to quit! You think I say I want to quit school for fun and just let my life be wasted like that? NO! When I decided on quitting, I've got a job offer from Giordano! If not for Coral Secondary School, I am actually working right now and earning money. I need not starve myself just to save money anymore!

Coral Secondary School has just officially ruined my life ever since the day they don't allow me to quit!

Life's Nothing Without You

2009-09-01T15:04:00.002+08:00

Yesterday is our last day for studying and today is our break before prelims officially start.
Went to Jenies house early in the morning and her dad drove us there, thanks! Started on revision at 10am and I'm so damn pissed in the morning.

Two fucking siglap sec bitches were sitting behind us and even knocked onto me, nabei... Play play play, go playground play lah! Still shout so loud and treating there as your own home, fuck man.

Anyway, Rachel arrived later in the afternoon to join us. Eh, I've forgotten what happened after Rachel joined us. Well, then before Rachel set off for her tuition, we took some photos and she used my hair to implant it on her scalp, to see if it's the same length, LOL! After she left, me and Jenies went to the CC's 2nd floor to dance Genie and we gained some fanboys again -.- This time is those playing tamiya cars those xiao didi!

Head back to mac and continued studying. Rachel came back after her tuition and around 9.30pm we left mac. Rachel headed home straight while me and Jenies decided to dance Genie again. This time we danced at the open space near the road, damn paiseh when people walk past -.- But the place is good, like a stage, haha.

Shall wait for Jenies to upload those pictures in wretch then I'll post it up ~

I Love You

2009-08-30T23:23:00.003+08:00

My ~~computer's~~ Google Chrome's having some fucking problem with my blogger! So, here I am blogging on my brother's computer. I can't see his mouse, it's gone missing! Hard to navigate around -.-

Today studied with Jenies, Rachel and Eileen! Raining cats and dogs, lucky brother is kind enough to accompany me down to bustop then bring the umbrella back home. Studied and Rachel got to go first for family dinner, left three of us. Then when me and Jenies buying cornetto mcflurry, Eileen got to go ): Left two of us. Decided to go CC 2nd floor and danced Genie instead.

Took our valuables and left. Danced first time, not good. Then 2nd time every thing was going alright when suddenly 4 boys (i think) appeared out of the lift and saw us dancing! Somemore they're around the same age as us for goodness sake! So unlucky because before that, we were saying let auntie or uncle see never mind, but let those who are around same age as us see then very embarrassing. Who knows, really people around same age as us saw us dancing! Plus, it's BOYS somemore!

After whole song ended, we quickly hide ourselves. Cam-whored abit then head back to study. Saw 4 boys sitting at the end and we thought it's those boys. But after analyzing carefully, it might not be them. Then studied again and when we're going off, 2 boys at the counter was looking at us. I thought is normal look only so I don't care and Jenies said they seem to be the ones who saw us dancing as they kept looking behind. So I looked back and indeed, those two guys are looking back at us!

Damn paiseh can! But nevermind, we gained our first few fans today, LOL! Self-comfort yea ~

And I heard Mirotic on YES 93.3 on the ride back! Thanks Jenies' dad ^^

I Can't Breathe

2009-08-29T23:28:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,

headed to Elias mac with Jenies again to study. Rachel came at a later time, and she taught me some maths question. Studied for about 6.5 hours in total, which I think is the best record I've ever got for studying! Copied physics notes and social studies notes borrowed from Jenies. Around 10.30pm we went to the CC there and took lots of pictures. Some are organized, we have the same poses while some are just so random, LOL! Shall post the pictures once I've gotten from Jenies.

Today,

headed to Elias mac with Jenies again to study. And Rachel came at a later time again (and again and again and again ~) This time, I copied down maths questions which Jenies tutor gave her and after which, I went down to the bookstore and bought a new red book! Transferred the social studies notes which I copied on foolscap paper to the book. Studied lesser than yesterday, around 7pm we went to near CC there and took pictures before Jenies go for her guitar. Me and Rachel continued studying and she left at 9.11pm while I stayed for a longer time before my mum asked me to go home.

Tomorrow,

Studying with Jenies, Rachel and Eileen at Elias mac again! (and again and again and again ~) HAHAHA!

I'd wish to

2009-08-28T10:20:00.002+08:00

Hello people! It's kinda surprising to see me blog this way. Don't intend to blog, but I've got nothing to do, so I'm blogging right now.

Yesterday was great! Me and Jenies went to Elias Mac and studied all the way till around 10pm I guess. She taught me quite a number of things, and hopefully I'll remember them. She pushed me to finish at least paper one of the Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary School's paper. And yea, I did it! Thanks to her for teaching me each and every questions I don't know, excluding those that she didn't do, haha.

Actually I'm supposed to be at there again at this point of time, but I guess Jenies is still in her lala land, so I'm going to wait for her. But later I got to go to school for F&N, so I might after F&N then go find her at Elias Mac. Intended to 10am go there then around 12pm set off for school then after F&N ended, then I return back to there.

Gosh! I think I'm typing rubbish and gibberish! Hope F&N won't be a long one, if not I can die.

Two Different Dreams

2009-08-26T15:17:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Joey Cousin, ♥

Dreamt of two different dreams, which are both sweet. I'll try to cut short the dreams because I might forget some parts.

1st dream:

It was very late at night, I don't know what I am doing at the void deck near my house. When I went to take the lift, there's not only me who's waiting for it. There were afew other people around, and when I looked behind me, I don't know why, but I saw clearly that it's Nichkhun and Wooyoung's face! And surprisingly, they are wearing their 니가밉다 outfit. People around don't seem to recognise them at all! And when we get into the lift, it was quite crowded and I'm standing at the inner corner. Then Nichkhun and Wooyoung stood infront of me. I looked up and down then up again and smiled to them. They smiled back (omg! I can faint anytime soon) and I asked if I could take a picture with them and have their autograph. They agreed and I don't know why, they are also going to the tenth floor, just like me. I rushed home (which seems like a very long journey from the lift), find paper and marker and also my camera. Then the end already?

2nd dream:

Well, I think this dream shall be kept a secret.

It's Been So Long

2009-08-24T21:17:00.004+08:00

So long since I've posted something here.

Since I've gotten my new blog skin, I might move back to blogger, or post on both sites. I think this new skin is damn nice, thanks to Charmaine over >>HERE<<

Hasn't been going school lately. I know, bad girl hopeless girl. At least I tried to study Maths and even initiated to ask if Chinmei could teach me. Luckily she agreed ~ Studied last Saturday with her and Agnes Lim and although we studied for 2hours plus, I feel like I've actually not learned much. Because she's teaching me some basic foundation which I don't even remember!

Tomorrow's O level English Oral Exam, hopefully the topic and picture discussion will be easy. I hate picture discussion because I always don't know what to say.

Sleepless Nights

2009-08-05T13:00:00.003+08:00

Guess it's the effect from those sleepless nights, which cause me to have such severe head pain and giddiness. No matter how tired I am, no matter how I toss and turn in bed, only until around 4 or 5am then I'm able to fall asleep. And that I got to sleep peacefully for only one hour before I get up and prepare for school, how horrible.

I'm dying of boredom at home. I hope the pain in my head will be gone faster, so tomorrow I'm able to go to school and dance, probably. And to add on for yesterday, Miss Lee thought that we are actually going to perform for Teachers' Day, LOL! I guess it would be so cool if we were to dance on stage in choreography to the dances we played, haha.

Dancing is a Pleasure .

2009-08-04T19:14:00.004+08:00

니가 밉다 ~

School basically, nothing much. Just that I wonder who the fucking hell took my maths prelim book from the drawer in class! Nabei jibye fucker knn!

Anyway, went to 5/1 for recess and danced a teeny weeny bit. Can't really get use to the surrounding there, LOL! Headed for F&N, and that gay ho is damn irritating -.- Finally done with coursework Part B.

After school, accompanied Chinmei, Desiree, Vanessa and Agnes Lim for their english oral consultation. While waiting in the AVA room, we got to keep our volume down due to those choir members singing lalala ~ after they dismissed at 4.30pm, we started to play a fool by taking lots of pictures and omg! AVA room is huanted, okay just joking. It's actually two of us playing as normal people who's taking pictures and another one act as a 'ghost' by walking quickly behind us. Agnes Lim got the best effect for the ghost, haha. After their oral, Miss Lee leave us in the room for our own dancing awhile, then managed to record chorus part of 니가 밉다 & 소원을 말해봐 with Chinmei and Agnes.

To conclude today's day in school = fun fun fun ^^

Singing is My Passion.

2009-08-02T20:29:00.003+08:00

How cute can it get?

He was back in the states for personal reason, how sad ):

But the 'model' with his face on is too cute ~ ㅋㅋㅋ

택 오빠 너무 귀여운

Enjoyed myself yesterday night around 10pm to 12am ~ Was at living room and singing with one earpiece of iPod at one side. Main reason = my sister kicked me out of the study room because she want to sing also -.- So no choice, I went to living room and started singing. Sing to rabbits sing to hamsters sing to sofa, so cool!

Tried to sing using my stomach (tip by don't know who) so my own actual voice is actually singing, and not a fake voice in me ~ and I think it's quite alright for me ^^ Sing very got feel, LOL! I like I like ^^ Shall be training myself on singing those high pitched songs, and definitely like what Chinmei suggested, BoA's part in TPL is definitely high like what the hell -.- And even though I'm alone in the living room, I still feel damn awkard when I mess up my vocals during the high part!

Tomorrow going school, and without Desiree smsing me, I think I also didn't expect it to be tmr which is the deadline for Part B ~ Oh well, I think mine is did quite badly, or rather the worse among all? 5 pages of work, what do you expect? I can't think properly these few days, LOL! Wonder why ~

And I'm so going to believe in TVXQ, that they will be alright ^^ I'll keep the faith in them going. Regarding thoughts about both LSM and JYP, I'd rather choose JYP now. Looking at videos and all of 2PM, especially Hot Blood, what JYP did for the boys, putting them through those tough trainings similar to NS are all for their own sake. JYP and the boys relation to me, is more like a brother-brother type of relation, he never really put much stress on them and have you ever heard that JYP has got 'slave contract' just like SM does? Definitely NO! JYP even helped 2PM make their new song while he's in NY with the WG, how great of a person to 2PM can he get? The boys love him, LOL!

TVXQ Fighting! 2PM Fighting! Jan Ri Fighting!

Seriously Touched .

2009-07-31T22:13:00.003+08:00

Saw what Xiaomei posted on her wretch, dedicated for me ONLY! And yea, what she said is true.

They are your motivators, rmb.
Because of them, you can do it .
Because of them, we get up everyday looking forward to the future right ?

And what really really touched me most, which made me almost tear up (not joking, it's true. I almost cried out) are these words.

If you need or want a ride to school feel free to tell me the day before.
Pop would gladly fetch you too :)

Still got people around caring about you too.
Khalisah, Syafiqah, Malay Girls, Agnes Lim, Desiree, Chinmei, other 5/1 Friends, Rachel, Eileen and the rest & ME!!!
Even some of the malay girls asked about you.
See! Is really concerned, not don't care a hoot .
Plus teachers going to your house already :)

Thankyou! I'm seriously touched by what you said. And upon knowing that there's also others who are concerned about me, I felt very thankful. Seriously, I didn't know there are that many people who are concerned because in my heart, I've always felt I'm the left-out one. But I guess not now anymore, especially after reading what you've posted (:

What A Fine Day .

2009-07-31T13:39:00.004+08:00

Rejected lunch with Chinmei and Desiree because I'm feeling moody and plus the lack of money, I can't eat anything. Stayed home, intended to try start on Coursework Part B evaluation, but still got no idea. Headed out to living room when I heard someone pressing the door bell, when it doesn't even work already -.-

Who knows, I look through the peek hole and WOW! It's Miss Ida, Miss Lee and Mr Ng, LOL! My first thing lah, go to study room and hide. Then my father call me out, LOL! Thought they're gonna scold me or what, but is actually to tell me about school + course work. Okay, thankful for that ^^

And Mr Ng ended off with one sentence, "I think your rabbits very cute" LOL! Because we're sitting at the living room and talking. Oh well, head back to school on Monday, pray hard nothing goes wrong man!

*hypnotize self* For the sake of Nichkhun, Taecyeon, Junsu, Key, Leetuek, Ryeowook, Kyuhyun and Taeyeon, I'll just bear with school and the noise for few more months!

Thanks Desiree ^^

For Goodness Sake!

2009-07-30T21:58:00.002+08:00

Damn!!!

I want to study now, practically because I'm dead bored of using the internet -.-

Another reason is because prelims & Os are nearing.

I don't want to disappoint my dad anymore, he want me to score well for Os and find a job.

I told him my plan, to stay at home study.

I suppose he agree...

Where is it?

2009-07-29T12:41:00.002+08:00

Unable to find my phone...

Gosh! I think it might be running low on batt...

Can't contact anyone at the moment, how sad...

But who cares, nobody contact me anyway, lol...

I just want to study at home,

not in school....

Once again .

2009-07-27T12:39:00.003+08:00

Overslept today, all thanks to the bastard and bitch at home, being so noisy in the middle of the night, laughing all the way! Nabei....

I finally figured who the person in my dream was! It's Taecyeon!!! Hottie ~ hehe. Current favourite members in 2PM = Taecyeon & Nichkhun, HAHA!

Internet connection is making me look like a fool these days. Halfway through loading videos and downloading videos, the connection will be cut off! Nonetheless, managed to catch finish the two episodes of Idol Army, haha. Ergh, I love how Taecyeon performs and give the smile, HAHA! and Nichkhun's wink, OHEMGEE! Can make you fly to the air ~ Okay, maybe not that serious.

Makes My Heart Flutter ~

2009-07-25T17:20:00.002+08:00

Had a sweet sweet dream with one of 2PM's member, when I don't even know his name. And it appears in my dream, that he's actually my sister's friend and he came to our house! But, my sister didn't even know korean and didn't talk to him (how weird, wonder how they are friends) then I saw him standing at the door, feeling lonely. So, I walked over and greeted him, and wow! Like my Korean very good liddat, talked alot with him, HAHA! And ohemgee, he even sang to me ~ *faints*

Seriously, I don't know who is the member. And I wonder why, after that dream, I'm becoming more & more in love with 2PM xDD

너라고

2009-07-23T20:49:00.005+08:00

Just a random post here, with random thoughts flowing in my mind. Some part of the song, seriously is like what I'm feeling right now.

Heart ache, head ache, body ache... How I wish, you were here with me... Right now...

너라고 (너라고) 너라고 (너라고)
난 너뿐이라고 (너라고) 너라고 (너라고)

다른 사람 필요 없어 난 그냥 너라고
다시 한번 물어봐도 난 그냥 너라고
이미 너는 다른 사랑 했겠지만 (너라고)
놓칠 수가 없어 다시 돌이킬 수 없어 (너라고)

내 눈빛이 뜨거웠던 순간에 (너라고)
가슴 깊이 못을 박던 순간에 (너라고)
미련없이 바로 너를 선택했어 (너라고)
그래 난 너라고 oh! 난

그 누가 누가 뭐래도 나는 상관 없다고
그 누가 누가 욕해도 너만 바라본다고
나 다시 태어난 대도 오직 너 뿐이라고
째깍째깍 시간이 흘러도 oh! 난

널 사랑한다 말해도 천 번 만 번 말해도
내 가슴 속 다 불 타고 마른 입술 닳도록
나 다시 태어난 대도 오직 너 뿐이라고
째깍째깍 시간이 흘러도 oh! 난

oh oh only for you oh oh only for you
oh oh only for you oh oh only for you
oh oh only for you oh oh only for you
oh oh only for you 너라고

아무 말도 필요없어 난 그냥 너라고 (너라고)
너무 늦었다고 해도 난 그냥 너라고 (너라고)

잘못된 사랑인 걸 알고 있지만 (너라고)
포기 할 수 없어 절대 놓칠 수는 없어 아아 (너라고)

차디찬 내 입술을 더 부르네 (너라고)
뜨거웁게 너를 찾아 외치네 (너라고)

불러봐도 대답없는 너이지만 (너라고)
널 기다린다고 oh! 난

그 누가 누가 뭐래도 나는 상관 없다고
그 누가 누가 욕해도 너만 바라본다고
나 다시 태어난 대도 오직 너 뿐이라고
째깍째깍 시간이 흘러도 oh! 난

널 사랑한다 말해도 천 번 만 번 말해도
내 가슴 속 다 불 타고 마른 입술 닳도록
나 다시 태어난 대도 오직 너 뿐이라고
째깍째깍 시간이 흘러도 oh! 난

oh oh only for you oh oh only for you
난 너라고 너라고 나는 (왜 모르니 왜 모르니)
난 너라고 너라고
나는 나

그 누가누가 뭐래도 나는 상관없다고 (난 상관 없다고)
그 누가누가 욕해도 너만 바라본다고 (널 바라 봐 hey)
나 다시 태어난 대도 오직 너 뿐이라고
째깍째깍 시간이 흘러도 oh! 난

널 사랑한다 말해도 천번 만번 말해도
내 가슴 속 다 불 타고 마른 입술 닳도록
나 다시 태어난 대도 오직 너 뿐이라고
째깍째깍 시간이 흘러도 oh! 난

너라고 (너라고) 너라고 (너라고)
난 너뿐이라고 (너라고) 너라고

==========ROMANIZATION==========
nuhlago (nuhlago) nuhlago (nuhlago)
nan nuhbboon ilago (nuhlago) nuhlago (nuhlago)

daleun saram pilyo ubssuh nan geunyang nuhlago
dashi hanbun mooluhbwado nan geunyang nuhlago
imi nuhneun daleun sarang hetgetjiman (nuhlago)
nochil sooga ubssuh dashih dolikil soo ubssuh (nuhlago)

neh noon bichi ddeuguh wutdun soon ganeh (nuhlago)
gaseum geepi moseul bakdun soon ganeh (nuhlago)
milyun ubshi balo nuhleul suntaek hessuh (nuhlago)
geuleh nan nuhlago, oh! nan

geu nooga nooga mwuhledo naneun sanggwan ubdago
geu nooga nooga yokhehdo nuhman bala bondago
na dashi teh uhnan dehdo ojik nuh bboonilago
jjehggak jjehggak shigani heulluhdo oh! nan

nul saranghanda malhehdo chunbun manbun malhehdo
neh gaseum sok da bool tago maleun ibsool daldolok
na dashi teh uhnan dehdo ojik nuh bboonilago
jjehggak jjehggak shigani heulluhdo oh~ nan

oh oh only for you oh oh only for you
oh oh only for you oh oh only for you
oh oh only for you oh oh only for you
oh oh only for you nuhlago

amoo maldo pilyo ubssuh nan geunyang nuhlago (nuhlago)
nuhmoo neujutdago hehdo nan geunyang nuhlago (nuhlago)
jalmotdwen sarangin gul algo itjiman (nuhlago)
pogi hal soo ubssuh juldeh nochil soo neun ubssuh ah~ (nuhlago)

chadichan neh ibsooleul duh booleuneh (nuhlago)
ddeuguh oobgeh nuhleul chajah wehchineh (nuhlago)
boolluhbwado dehdab ubneun nuh ijiman (nuhlago)
nul gida lindago oh! nan

geu nooga nooga mwuhledo naneun sanggwan ubdago
geu nooga nooga yokhehdo nuhman bala bondago
na dashi teh uhnan dehdo ojik nuh bboonilago
jjehggak jjehggak shigani heulluhdo oh! nan

nul saranghanda malhehdo chunbun manbun malhehdo
neh gaseum sok da bool tago maleun ibsool daldolok
na dashi teh uhnan dehdo ojik nuh bboonilago
jjehggak jjehggak shigani heulluhdo oh~ nan

oh oh only for you, oh oh only for you
nan nuhlago nuhlago naneun (weh moleuni weh moleuni)
nan nuhlago nuhlago
naneun na

geu nooga nooga mwuhledo naneun sanggwan ubdago (nan sanggwan ubdago)
geu nooga nooga yokhehdo nuhman bala bondago (nul bala bwa hey)
na dashi teh uhnan dehdo ojik nuh bboonilago
jjehggak jjehggak shigani heulluhdo oh! nan

nul saranghanda malhehdo chunbun manbun malhehdo
neh gaseum sok da bool tago maleun ibsool daldolok
na dashi teh uhnan dehdo ojik nuh bboonilago
jjehggak jjehggak shigani heulluhdo oh~ nan

nuhlago (nuhlago) nuhlago (nuhlago)
nan nuh bboonilago (nuhlago) nuhlago

==========TRANSLATION==========
it's you (it's you) it's you (it's you)
for me, there's only you (it's you) it's you (it's you)

i don't need anyone else, for me it's only you
even if you ask me again, for me it's only you
you might have loved others before (it's you)
but i can't let you go, i can't turn back (it's you)

the moment my gaze began to burn (it's you)
the moment the nail was wedged deep into my heart (it's you)
without any regrets, i chose you (it's you)
yes, for me, it's you. oh, i

no matter what anyone anyone says, it doesn't matter to me
even if anyone anyone says bad about us, i'll look at only you
even if i were to be born again, there's only you
tictoc tictoc, even as time passes. oh, i

even when i tell you i love you, tell you thousands of times
to make my heart burn and my dry lips worn out
even if i were to be born again, there's only you
tictoc tictoc, even as time passes. oh, i

oh oh only for you oh oh only for you
oh oh only for you oh oh only for you
oh oh only for you oh oh only for you
oh oh only for you, it's you

there's no need for words, for me it's only you (it's you)
even if you say it's too late, for me it's only you (it's you)
though i know it's a wrong love (it's you)
i can't give up, i'll never be able to let you go (it's you)

my cold lips are calling for you (it's you)
hotly, it's shouting, look for you (it's you)
even if you don't respond when i call out (it's you)
i'm stil waiting for you. oh, i

no matter what anyone anyone says, it doesn't matter to me
even if anyone anyone says bad about us, i'll look at only you
even if i were to be born again, there's only you
tictoc tictoc, even as time passes. oh, i

even when i tell you i love you, tell you thousands of times
to make my heart burn and my dry lips worn out
even if i were to be born again, there's only you
tictoc tictoc, even as time passes. oh, i

oh oh only for you, oh oh only for you
for me, it's you, it's you. for me (why don't you know, why don't you know)
for me, it's you, it's you
for me, i

no matter what anyone anyone says, it doesn't matter to me
even if anyone anyone says bad about us, i'll look at only you
even if i were to be born again, there's only you
tictoc tictoc, even as time passes. oh, i

even when i tell you i love you, tell you thousands of times
to make my heart burn and my dry lips worn out
even if i were to be born again, there's only you
tictoc tictoc, even as time passes. oh, i

it's you (it's you) it's you (it's you)
for me, it's only you (it's you) it's you

credits: soompi.com

Where is the real me ?

2009-07-22T19:17:00.004+08:00

Rested at home in the morning, headed to school in the afternoon for Chinese Listening. There seems to be no option A for the whole thing, not just me who don't have A's but others as well.

Anyway, celebrated Jingyi's birthday opp school void deck, almost whole class were present? LOL! Kay lah, except for malay girls and some malay boys, I suppose.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGYI, LOVE YOU!

I realise, my mood is really bad nowadays. I don't know why either. Just wanted to rant non-stop at people. Talk online with friends, I also seems to be having attitude. I can just be angry, for no reason these few days. Even to Agnes, I messaged her in such a tone that she will think something is really wrong. I can't control my temper well these few days... Nabei, I hate this me, everybody will start to hate me if this goes on! Fuck!

You know you want it .

2009-07-21T20:01:00.004+08:00

Had school today *clap clap*

School was alright, quite fun today. Had laughters and I think Physics was rather okay today. Mr Ong actually told me to find area under graph, but I don't know. But he seems so busy attending to others, so I asked help from coolwoman and xiaomei. Thanks girls, love you both a lot a lot!

Ahmad and Sufyan was asking people to see, that the sun actually rises in the west today, when it's actually just a reflection from the east, haha. Tomorrow there's eclipse, hopefully Singapore's one is obvious at around 8am because I want to experience it myself as my seat is always having the sun's warmth (-.-) around that timing! I want to see!

Was ranting to xiaomei during recess, how much I wanted to kill that Ghei Ho and chopping the chicken as though I'm chopping him! Said I don't want to set off for class after bell ring, but got to draaaaag my legs out of my classroom and leave ):

Lucky Hakim did come today, if not I'll be alone! While chopping the chicken, I was in such a bad mood I chopped it so hard -.- Treating it as though the chicken is the Ghei Ho ~ Did attitude him for a little while, but who cares, haha. He don't know, LOL! Dumb teacher! Temperature taking 3x today, wonder why my temperature so high one -.- 1st taking = 37.6 2nd taking = 37.7 3rd taking = 37.5

Overall quite okay, two plate of chicken still got a bit of chicken taste, which I think I still can tahan ~ Headed to Comp Lab 4 where the others are and wheee! Desiree so funny, haha! Go walk infront of my comp row and beside me, make a face to Ghei Ho! You rocks, haha!

And thanks Miss Ida, for the Youth day present, haha!

Had lunch with xiaomei at Loyang Point's mac and wow! We saw a Drexler look-alike baby! His eyes, nose and mouth looks so damn same can! As though it's his 2nd lil brother xDD

Thursday going out with girls and Friday going KK Hospital ~

Dance a Tiring Dance .

2009-07-20T19:40:00.003+08:00

I guess, but I'm not sure, if I've totally cooled down. That post will remain, I don't care. I'm still not satisfied with the fact that I got to sacrifice my appointment time to do that damn F&N, plus I've got to face him somemore! Bad luck on me huh?

I want to dance a dance, that will make one tired.

It can help me forget my troubles for the moment,

because I will concentrate on the dances' fast and sleek movements.

I want to sing a song, that will make one's vocal tired.

It can help me forget my troubles for the moment,

because I will concentrate on the songs' high pitch and adlib parts.

I WANT TO KILL!!

2009-07-20T14:38:00.002+08:00

NABEI JIBYE GAY JERRY HO! LAST MINUTE SAY YOU TODAY CANNOT MAKE IT FOR THE EXECUTION WHEN I RUSHED TO SCHOOL, NEVERMIND!!! NOW WHAT, STILL SAY DO IT TOMORROW DURING THE TWO PERIOD F&N LESSON WHEN I GOT APPOINTMENT AT KK HOSPITAL?!?!?! WANT ME TO LAST MINUTE CHANGE APPOINTMENT, YOU THINK THE DOCTORS THERE VERY FREE IS IT?!?! THEY DON'T HAVE ONLY ME AS PATIENT!!! I REALLY WANT TO POUR ACID ON YOU AND CHOP YOU UP INTO PIECES AND FEED TO THE SHARK!!! NABEI!!!! YOU'RE NOT FIT TO BE A TEACHER, JIBYE!!! BO LAN JIAO, BE WHAT TEACHER?!?!!? GO CHANGI VILLAGE THERE JOIN THE AH QUAS LAH!!! NABEI!!!

If you care enough.

2009-07-20T08:19:00.004+08:00

Had my period, and it's damn freaking pain for the second day! Hopefully it'll be alright in the afternoon, I've got to go for F&N and can't afford to miss the execution again.

TaeNy moments are love, YooSu moments are love, SM Town are loved!

Can You Hear Me?

2009-07-19T16:06:00.002+08:00

Edited my F&N coursework Part B when I woke up, because Javin said using different temperature, there won't be any difference. So, I decided to use different cooking methods. I think it'll be a hassle tomorrow, because different cooking methods = different utensils to be used. Hope tomorrow will be a success, haha. If not my BBQ Chicken will be wasted!

After I did finish, first thing I did was to go edit pictures! I think I'm addicted to editing pictures, because it's like so fun! Didn't know I edited a total of 8 pictures, which I find very amazing ^^ Will upload >>here<<, because I'm afraid blogger will lag.

Reminder: Tuesday, 10.30am meet Grandma at MRT Interchange.

Make it a better place ...

2009-07-18T12:56:00.005+08:00

Yesterday night, Javin came to visit me, thanks girl! ^^ And that is the surprise Agnes Lim was talking about, asking me for my home address. She bought apples & jelly beans for me, hehe. Thankyou so much (:

This morning, woke up with diarrhea. Bad start in the morning, what the hell ~ Anyway, I managed to edit one Junsu picture, so cute! Hehe. ~~Perhaps I'll take down those gifs. which I've posted.~~ Okay, I've deleted that whole post, haha. Seriously making my blog lag, to me ~ Maybe I'll post it up on wordpress instead ^^

Thanks to ...

2009-07-17T17:38:00.007+08:00

Want to know thanks to who, please refer to >>here<<

Anyway, I played with Flash and I think it's damn cool! You know, making moving images or gif images with Flash. Though my standard is noob, but who cares. I think it looks nice. I even made one for my sister, wish her luck for today's interview as intern for a company ^^ I made two snsd's gif images as well, using their pictures from 'Tell Me Your Wish (Genie)'.

Oh! I also edited a picture, I think it's so nice as well, hehe.

~~Well, the gifs. below ain't working. I don't know why ): Somebody, help me?~~

Thanks coolwoman for your help! ^^

~~GET READY FOR SOME LAGGINESS IN MY BLOG PEEPS!~~

I decided to post it tomorrow, if I remember. I think this blog post is so messy!

weird body i have!

2009-07-17T11:00:00.005+08:00

Nabei, can I just die? This body of mine is definitely incredibly WEIRD! Yesterday night, I was just fine, able to dance to 'Genie' and now what?! In the middle of the night, my chest started hurting like last time (which I mentioned in my post before in wordpress) plus the splitting headache!

HELLO BODY! WHAT ARE YOU UP TO?! NABEI JIBYE! GIVING ME ALL SORTS OF WEIRD PROBLEMS! MIGHT AS WELL JUST LET ME DIE, IT'LL BE BETTER OKAY!

I've got execution later on, but in the state I'm in, I think I can fail. I can't concentrate on anything! I woke up at 9 plus, I bathed and now I'm feeling all lethargic again! This is seriously the first time I've experienced such 'wonderful' moments of falling sick uh! Thanks body, you know i hate you very much!

I hope to do mine tomorrow instead, the thought of squeezing in one cookery room makes me even giddier. Just messaged Miss Ida, hopefully she allow me to do tomorrow, please! *prays hard* At this rate I'm going, I think I can faint halfway through.

Please, someone please assure me that I'm a normal girl like everyone else! The thought of me having to take the medicine, makes me think I'm not a normal girl, why?! It's scary, nobody understand my thoughts...

I want to stitch up his mouth!!!

2009-07-16T17:21:00.003+08:00

Nabei jibye! I feel like stitching up that damn ghei jerry ho's mouth! Why so big mouth go tell Mdm Ng we having execution tomorrow man?! Nabei! Will stress one y'know! Stress how to do well, tell me?! Damn ass ghei! I SERIOUSLY HATE THAT GHEI TEACHER RIGHT FROM THE START WHEN HE ENTERED THE COMPUTER LAB!!!

SS!

2009-07-15T19:44:00.002+08:00

Sian & Sick, understand? Haha, okay I know it makes no sense -.- Anyway, I wonder why mom is not back home till now. Her work ends at 3pm! Being abducted by aliens these few days, hmm? Or did she went to visit aliens, and had a fun day there so she don't want to come back home? Haha, okay I'm talking crap. My body is aching now, seriously... Like anytime can die -.- Friday execution for Coursework PartB and damn, I haven't buy ingredients yet -.- Got to waste money again, nabei! Should not have taken F&N in the first place, I rather D&T! But see lah, my F&N results better than F&N, ofcourse go F&N right? Somemore no interest in D&T! See those machines, saw here saw there, drill here drill there so scary liddat ~

Boring life.

2009-07-12T17:37:00.002+08:00

Ohemgee! I don't know what to blog about! Just now, few seconds ago, I've thought of it. But I've forgotten -.- I seriously need someone to personally coach me in maths & science! I can die for my prelims and 'O's if there's no one there! Not the teachers though, they are alr very busy.

Someone kind enough, please? Seriously lah, maths homework and whatever is related I don't know how to do. Physics, hahaha! Even worse -.- Please please please please please someone teach me!

Hmm...

2009-07-11T12:43:00.003+08:00

Wonder if I'll be able to make it for the gathering ~ I wish to go, but it's like I don't know how to say. BBQ Chicken is nice, but due to the damn ulcer, I can only eat the chicken mushroom pasta ): But I swear, when my ulcer is alright, I'm so so so going to try the charbroiled (charboiled) chicken which Agnes ate. It's like, so nice ~

After eating with Agnes, Chinmei & Desiree, went to WhiteSands Mac with Agnes to study. And wtf! Just cuz of them quarelling (mum & bro) I have to rush back home?! Nabei!

Sick!

2009-07-07T07:20:00.002+08:00

Fallen sick, got to see doctor. No choice, right? Hais ~

--edits

& Google Chrome just crashed ^^ It's so cool, haha!

~~click to enlarge the image ^^~~

realize image can't be clicked on, HAHA!

Plurk!

2009-07-06T10:07:00.003+08:00

Plurk is so cool ~ Hahaha. Spamming it with Jenies yesterday, fun ^^ I seriously love both my blogger and wordpress now, but I don't know which one will I blog more often on.

Going central later, hopefully there's something for me to eat? Something which costs less than $2? Am going there to bank in money, then transfer. My new bag is coming soon, but I don't know if it's big enough to bring to school ~

Okay, going now! Bye all ~

Decided ~

2009-07-05T21:09:00.003+08:00

Okay, after hesitating for a ~~long time~~ day, I've decided to 'multi-task' and post on both blogger and wordpress. Cool right, I know ~

I think so far, this skin is the nicest which I can find. Other blogskins are like so old, which I've seen in the past. I'm bored now, there's nothing to do. That is why you can see, why I'm doing this whole piece of shit by remaking my blogger ^^

And I seriously find my wordpress very cool ~ HAHAHA. Come on, those who want me link you, please tag me. I've lost all link, right from the start (: Hehe.

Official Announcement!

2009-07-04T22:55:00.005+08:00

New House

I've decided to 'abandon' blogger and go for wordpress, simply because blogger is having too much problems and all. Plus, as you can see I don't update here often anymore. Oh yes! And I've actually tired using wordpress and it seems to be cooler than blogger (:

New House

I've decided to 'abandon' blogger and go for wordpress, simply because blogger is having too much problems and all. Plus, as you can see I don't update here often anymore. Oh yes! And I've actually tired using wordpress and it seems to be cooler than blogger (:

New House

I've decided to 'abandon' blogger and go for wordpress, simply because blogger is having too much problems and all. Plus, as you can see I don't update here often anymore. Oh yes! And I've actually tired using wordpress and it seems to be cooler than blogger (:

New House

I've decided to 'abandon' blogger and go for wordpress, simply because blogger is having too much problems and all. Plus, as you can see I don't update here often anymore. Oh yes! And I've actually tired using wordpress and it seems to be cooler than blogger (:

New House

No comments ...

2009-06-25T00:15:00.005+08:00

Talking serious here, I don't know why. I'm totally pissed at someone, Kim Ki Bum.

Note: Kim Ki Bum NOT Kim Bum

For "Super Show I" he did not even attend due to his acting (if I'm not mistaken) and when news of him known to be attending "Super Show II" I was like, great. At least he still know that he's still a part of Super Junior. But not now, I don't think this way already. I believe he also don't think of himself as part of Super Junior, right?

For "Sorry Sorry" promotional activities, he did not turn up because his mother fell ill and after which, he still got his acting to continue. But it's really too much that for BOTH "Sorry Sorry" and "Its You" promotional activities, he didn't even attend a single one!

Let me use one example, Yoona from Girls' Generation. She also take part in acting, and when they're having their 'Gee' promotions, she's also in the middle of acting in 'Cinderella Man'. However, she did make the effort to appear for some (at least one) performance with her members because she still treat Girls' Generation as her group.

Excuses made that Ki Bum has injured his leg, so he can't perform. Then people, let's reminiscene about the day whereby Junsu injured his leg so badly that he's adviced to rest and not perform on stage during their concert in Japan. However, despite his injury, he thought of TVXQ, he thought of Cassiopeians and Bigeast, and he insisted to perform on stage, sitting on a wheelchair.

What about Ki Bum? I believe that his injury is not as serious as Junsu's injury. Why can't he think of ELFs who has been missing him for a very long time and his members who has always been covering up for him? If he injured just his leg, can't he just sit on a wheelchair like what Junsu did and at least show his face to ELFs to let us know that he's still a part of Super Junior? Leetuek, Heechul, Tiffany, Hyunjoong all has injuries before but they still performed on stage with the other members! WHAT ABOUT KIM KI BUM?! He didn't even fork out much for Super Junior, he is always the one missing from their activities! If this is the case, he might as well quit being part of Super Junior (mentally, he has quitted Super Junior, IMO) and let them be a 12 member group instead.

Wonders why did they include him in the promotion picture for their concert. Somemore putting him infront when he's so not active!

Hopeless case.

2009-06-03T19:06:00.002+08:00

I think I'm a hopeless case. I don't know why, just typing out in my private account what and how I really feel made my tears well up. I cried in the middle of the night, without anyone knowing. How I wish I'm down with some serious illness like cancer or what so I can get the chance to tell him how I feel then go in peace. But that's not possible, right?

Unlucky, damn rabbit which bit off my earpiece! Now I got to save money to buy a new earpiece, shit! And a new computer mouse as well! Went to cut fringe, and I think mine sucks like hell -.- Go facebook to view the 4 pictures which I've taken. 3 pictures shows the following: Bangs style, Side parting style and center parting style. Comment on which is better over there!

Anyway, my facebook account (for past account friends who haven't added me) email is : yeonriloves-dongbangsuju@hotmail.com
LOLOL! Long right? That's great ^^

Updated! ^^

2009-05-24T22:32:00.001+08:00

Updated, after so long! Had lots of fun dancing with Jenies xiaomei and taking pictures with her. I want dance again~~~~~

...!

2009-04-20T18:03:00.002+08:00

Only those who have a guilty conscience of doing that particular thing will then ownself confess by saying he/she won't care a damn about it OR he/she have nothing to do with it.

Just that simple. Whatever I've typed, be it anywhere and if you(s) think I'm referring to any of you(s) then just too bad. Guilty conscience, yes or no? And to let that particular YOU know, those sentences is DEFINITELY not talking about you!

Bye!

2009-04-18T00:36:00.002+08:00

I'm here now

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Goodbye!

Crazy Stomach?

2009-03-31T13:11:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 6am, stomach was how do i describe it? It's like there's tons of things in my stomach mixing and mixing together making me in pain! Or is it got those dwarfs in my stomach, trying to tie my intestines up -.- don't know how describe the pain. Dad asked if i wanted visit doctor, but no thanks. Doctors can't help in stomach problems, do they? They'll just anyhow prescribe some medicines for you -.-
Oh, and thanks Agneslim, Desiree & Unnie for the Berocca vitamin ^^ I'd taken another one this morning. Don't worry, I'll definitely take them everyday.

Okay, I myself know I've missed school for a long number of days alr. Tmr I'd better go, if not I'm gna get the worst from my mum. There's some unspoken secret meant for another place and only me to know, bye.

Lifeless Life!

2009-03-28T21:48:00.003+08:00

Been missing for the past few days, esp after the holidays. During those times when I'm sorta missing, I've been thinking alot. About this and that and this and that.
I can feel the pressure placed on me, from many people. I don't think I'm cut out for studying, I've somewhat started to regret the choice of going to Sec 5 and enduring the stressful days. Since Sec 3, I could not really cope with my studies already, that explains why I'm always skipping schools during those days. Sec 4 I tried to change, I did change for the better, but now Sec 5, I'm trying to stop myself from going back to those Sec 3 days whereby I always give school a miss.

I've this two words suppressed in me for a long time, and that is Help Me!

wth -.-

2009-03-22T15:08:00.002+08:00

Hoodie + 2 blankets at night still could not keep me warm enough. Dongsaeng very kind, middle of the night help me go buy tea for me to drink, because i forgot who told me drinking tea might help in sore throat or what? 4am woke up and drank, after that vomitted out. Damn terrible, i tell you.

School reopening tmr, start of Term 2. Sian, just the thought of waking up early morning... Been feeling restless and moodless lately. Last day of holiday will be wasted, I've got nothing to do.

Sick t-t

2009-03-20T11:57:00.002+08:00

I've been terribly sick since 17 March, after the blood test and taking the medicine. My arm, the place where they inject the needle to draw out my blood has turned blue-black. My whole body is aching, my head is aching and my sore throat is killing. I won't be online as often, because I'm very sick and tired and just felt like sleeping.

School's gna reopen soon, sucks. Don't even know whats the holiday homework, whatever. Whole body is killing me together with my throat, bye.

Sorry Sorry LIVE! & it's MV <3

2009-03-14T15:55:00.007+08:00

Why I Like You + Sorry Sorry Live Performance - Super Junior

If I could play their songs on repeat mode through out, I could also do it for this LIVE performance! It's simply super fantastic~ Short-hair theme for all uh?

Tuekie ah~ what happened to your hair? And Hangeng too~~

I don't like the front part of the MV, wonder what has it got to do with a girl ripping her skirt and pearl necklace -.- Overall it's alright, and I like the part where Donghae sang the part 'hey gir gir gir gir gir gir girl...' which is so attractive. And I'm curious, did Kangin gain weight? Plus why must they make Hangeng wear sunglasses huh? Not as though his eyes not attractive lah. Oh yea, I love how Yesung say 'pabo pabo pabo pabo' it's so cute, to me~

Tired & Sleepy!

2009-03-13T16:11:00.002+08:00

Had CIP day today for whole school. It's fun watching our class' boys play basketball, it's cool. Indoor sports hall girls toilet seems creepy. The 12 girls (chinese & malay) went to that toilet take pictures and realizes that the last cubicle is locked, when there's only us there. So we faster went out, and there's this creepy feel. Assembly was a bore, except the dancing part. Oh, I'm glad with my results, I've made improvement thus far i guess. I finally, passed my maths, a B grade somemore! 60 marks y'know! Good achievement from me, guess I'll demand something more than 20$ from my mum.

I'm tired & sleepy right now, I'm going to sleep before doing my F&N till late at night. Bye~

Thankyou Girls <3

2009-03-09T15:36:00.003+08:00

Don't ask me what happen today in school, I won't tell you.

Thanks AgnesLim Dearie for buying that packet of guotiao for me, knowing that I've only 2$ to spend till tomorrow.
Thanks Desiree Laogong for willing to be my listening ear and listen to me complain about my worries and giving me suggestions on what to do.
Thanks 혜진 Unnie for saying that you are heart-less and doing the thrusting pelvic (for men) move while walking down the stairs because it made me smile.

Super Junior's Sorry Sorry (쏘리 쏘리) is out now in Korea! (:

Tired but fun day! (:

2009-03-08T13:33:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had F&N filing in school, and we're the last of the last group of people to leave the school compound! Filing of the notes and etc, really makes people go crazy. After which, headed to Whitesands with unnie, desiree and vanessa. Saw humaira after we've bought bubbletea. Went kopitiam together to find desiree and vanessa bcuz they're eating. Parted ways with humaira and i headed to unnie's aunt house bcuz her cousin all went overseas.
Her aunt invited a number of friends to their house, and my grandma's there too (: Played with unnie till 10pm or so and headed home with grandma. She sent me home and talked to that hopeless brother of mine regarding school. He can hate me for telling grandma, but he'll be grateful to me in the future if he did attend school (: Hahaha!

And mirror videos of dance versions of MVs are fun! Thanks ah, unnie. Okay, got to do research again, due Tuesday! ): And my physics work, are untouched!

Preview!

2009-03-06T22:38:00.002+08:00

Sports Day, enjoyable. Last year in coral for sports day, and i did not regret going. Except for going to Challengers, LOL! Our seat is directly facing the sun. Went to find Miss Ida as told by her to me and desiree. And when she started talking, she cried! And we finally understand that she's actually very stressed up! Heartless principal! She's sick and yet still tell her by monday she want to check our files! Then she got to rush this and that. Kind of regretted scolding her till like that. Played number games with her at Thinkers house there sitting at the last row forming a circle. When she's gone, we asked Miss Lee join us and played the game also. Then took photos of us jumping, Orange Girls! Unnie taught me some dance steps, but I can't seem to get it right.

Didn't go school. After their school ended then i went. For F&N test then Desiree and Vanessa accompanied me back home to take F&N stuffs then go back school to finish up our unfinished work which got to be filed in. Saw Miss Mahtani and asked her my geog test results. And yay yay! I passed by one mark! :D Miracle okay, because mostly i would fail ~ 5.15pm went off from school to library to meet Miss Ida and the others for updating of content page and we got to keep oh-so-quiet! Then when me, unnie and agneslim lied down, we thinking scarlie got reporters at library then take our pictures and put on New Paper again! LOL! Then heard the camera sound, we thought really got someone taking our pictures but actually is a mother taking her daughter's pic lah ~ haha. Headed to Kopitiam for dinner with desiree, unnie and agneslim. After eating, talked alot and it's so funny, really enjoyed, haha.
Tmr still got to go back for F&N things again. Sian. And sad lah, haven't finish research = cannot accompany Agneslim celebrate birthday with Xiangru = Agneslim's plan might not be feasible ):
And and, I think Super Junior's album 'Sorry Sorry' will be super great! Bcuz I've heard the teaser and it sounds great to me! Going watch the preview of MV alr, bye ~

Sickkk ~

2009-03-04T15:04:00.004+08:00

As expected since don't know how many days ago, sick! Wondering what to do at home, went to the 'move up' website to try downloading the game, currently still downloading in progress. But tried creating account, it always pop up some things which I don't understand. When i press 'Ok' button, the window closes ):
I'm currently feeling sleepy, due to medicine? Not sure though. Korean lesson later evening, had not eaten anything since morning till now. Going to eat till full later before going for class. I want a cert with full attendance for that class (:

Oh! And Super Junior's newest album is called 'Sorry Sorry' ~ I'll be waiting for it, their new image and songs. A picture of their album poster.

That day we broke up. When was it you last said that you loved me? Honestly, I don't want you to lead a better life. What if you meet a better girl than me? What do I do if you really forget me? I'm in so much pain, so much so that it feels like dying... As till now, I still love you.

Bitch man!

2009-03-02T16:25:00.002+08:00

Had a bad day today, all thanks to the damn F&N la hor! Everything blame us! Blame us for not looking for you at the staff room, blame us for sitting at the hut doing nothing, blame us for going to the hut making you think we went for early recess, blame us for not being responsible enough! CHAO JI BYE! Then you no fault lah? You should have known not to stay in your staff room right? You should have known to at least inform one of us where is our F&N lesson right? You should have known we GIRLS won't have the guts to go for early recess and mingle among the lower sec right? And still say what 'I can understand if the boys don't find me' wtf?! What's up with the boys and girls thing huh?! Just bcuz boys have dicks then they can be forgiven for not finding you lah? Then we girls got to get scolded by you for not finding you lah? Nabei, damn unreasonable okay!
Boiling boiling boiling with anger lah! What a stupid unreasonable tcher, without even making the facts right, started scolding us! -.-

Day was screwed up, goodbye!

English Prelim Oral !

2009-02-28T21:15:00.004+08:00

Had english prelim oral, about hairstyling and CCTV camera! Having miss mahtani as our class' examiner is great, unlike previous years one. Headed for physics remedial and walked around basement for Agneslim to get her stuffs. Reached home, too tired so went to sleep. And just when I'm about to fall asleep, two freaking message came -.- Slept till 6pm then cook dinner eat. Yes, i lazy go out buy dinner + only got 10$ to settle for today's 3 meals and tmr's 3 meals, pathetic or what? You name it ~ My family is INDEED in that PATHETIC situation, but sorry hor, I don't want any sympathy ah ! It irks me. Acting all fake and good to me, just bcuz of what happened in my family -.-

Lazy do research anymore. Stopped and 5th page and it's dead, BANG! Mindmaps, from vitamins onwards, its such a mess! I'm hungry again, i just ate 2 curry puffs and one bowl of noodle for today, no choice ah. Lastly, SCREEEEEW YOOOOOOU!

THEY ARE COMING BACK, VEEEEEERY SOOOOON! ALL 13 OF THEM, PERFORMING ON STAGE AGAIN, I CAN'T WAAAAAIT!

P.S. sorry if i did show you(s) attitude. was really not in good mood for no reason, i'll try to change for the better.

Loooooooo-Seeeeeeer!

2009-02-27T16:20:00.003+08:00

Recieved calendar yesterday, like finally ~
Arm and neck super pain. Basketball sucks lah, especially the way those guys play, throwing so far with so much strength then in the end hit my arm, like wtf -.- it's not as though their court don't have a goal post/basket for them to score a goal, why must throw the ball to the girls' side ah? swollen yesterday, neck become stiff as well for no reason, the baby freeze i guess? I fell quite a number of times. Even wrist also kena, but it's better alr. See doctor and got my pimples cream too.

Today, hais! Dont want to talk about it. Some sort of spoil my mood ah ~ Even xiaomei agrees too! Because i shared it with her ~

Now then i know, what's the real meaning of 'A Leopard Won't Change It's Spots'
or '狗改不了吃屎' because there's a LIVE example -.- When L ignored O, O will turn to
S and E in the past. And when L and O okay alr, O will just throw S and E aside.
For awhile, S and E thought O has changed, and when L ignored her again, O came
to S and E. And when L and O is back to normal, O ignored S and E again! If no
one is there to talk to O, not even L, S or E, O will only turn to R and act
close with her. So, S and E decided next time, they won't bother about O anymore
and will follow L and R, not caring about her.

Wonderful to have this type of people in your life right? They give you examples on phrases ~ That's great. Now i learned new things in life, never live life in vain ah. And the colors for each alphabet, is just randomly picked out, i think it fits well together (:
P.S. It's got nothing to do with me (: Just someone I know, and blogging it out as a subj.

Anyway, homework homework! Next week common test alr, tmr got english oral. Meeting xiaomei for breakfast before heading to school, greeat! (: I'm so in love with my calendar nooow! Ohyea, and my planner 'Paper Village' becomes 'TOHOSHINKI 3rd LIVE TOUR 2008 ~T~ Village' ! :D Cool right, i know ~ hehe.

생일 축하 힙니다 규종 오빠

2009-02-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

생일 축하 힙니다 규종 오빠

Stay healthy and come Singapore, pleaseeeee!

School's better than home.

2009-02-20T15:12:00.003+08:00

Today is friday, end of this messed up week of mine. Had chinese remedial, and Rachel, Jenies, Jingyi, Sinyi and 잔리 went to the toilet and camwhored as well. Who knows, we camwhored with Sinyi's camera for 30minutes! The other 30minutes, we went back to class and did our work, writing formal letter. After that, everybody gone, except for Zhangyan. Then we camwhored again at the classroom! With our carebears. Headed to mart, bought prata and home after that.
I'm going to practice my 'Gee' dance steps again. Hopefully it'll be a better improvement than previous one. Yesterday night had a chat with cousin on MSN and he encourages me alot more than others, saying he'll wait for the day i accomplish my dream. Thanks boy, you're the best. Really enjoyed chatting with him.
I got a Japanese friend, I'm so happy! She's a Bigeast fan which is equals to Cassiopeia (: Chatted with her alot on facebook, and I'm glad I'm friend with her. Tomorrow have Physics remedial, then F&N then going to collect my planner and spectacles from ekoreashopping at City Hall. After that, for dance by Joey. Waiting for the pictures taken todayyy~

생일 축하 힙니다 창민 오빠~

2009-02-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

생일 축하 힙니다 창민 오빠~

Maknae of 동방신기, you've grown alot through out the years. And stay healthy always, okay? (:

I'VE HAD ENOUGH!

2009-02-17T19:10:00.003+08:00

I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THESE NONSENSE THAT'S GOING ON! I'M VERY VERY TIRED OF ALL THESE SCOLDINGS AND WHAT NOTS FROM YOU GUYS! I REALLY CAN'T TOLERATE IT ANYMORE! REACHING HOME, PLACED DOWN MY BAG, QUARRELS FROM YOU GUYS WHICH OUT OF NO REASON INVOLVE ME, CRYING WHENEVER I GOT HOME TILL MY EYES ARE SWOLLEN! I'VE HAD ENOUGH! I DON'T LIKE TO CRY, I DON'T WANT TO CRY TILL MY EYES ARE SWOLLEN! BUT I REALLY HAD REACHED MY LIMIT! IT'S THE PROBLEM BETWEEN YOU ALL, ADULTS! WHAT HAVE IT GOT TO DO WITH ME?! WHY MUST IT BE WHEN I REACH HOME FROM SCHOOL HAPPILY, THEN YOU STARTED REPRIMANDING ME?! AS THOUGH I'M THE MAIN CAUSE OF EVERYTHING! TO SAY THE TRUTH, I DON'T WANT TO STAY IN THIS HOUSE ANYMORE, IF ONLY I'VE THE ABILITY TO FIND A PLACE TO STAY! AND I TRIED MY BEST TO NOT GET HOME BEFORE SIX, SO I'D RATHER STAY IN SCHOOL AND WAIT FOR AGNES TO FINISH HER CCA WHEN MINE ENDS AT 3PM AND HERS 5PM, BECAUSE YOU GUYS WILL BE SURE TO LET ME SUFFER FROM THE NON-STOP SCOLDINGS AND QUARRELLINGS! AND BECAUSE I WANTED TO AVOID THESE TYPE OF THINGS HAPPENING ON ME AGAIN, JUST LIKE IT DID TO ME ON MONDAY MORNING, I HAD TO LEAVE HOUSE EARLY, LEAVING HOUSE AT THE TIME I USUALLY WAKES UP! BOTH SIDE ARE AT FAULT, IT'S NOT JUST MY DAD'S FAULT OR MY MUM'S FAULT! ITS BOTH! CAN'T THE TWO OF YOU JUST TALK THINGS OUT NICELY?! WHY MUST THINGS TURN OUT TO BE THIS WAY?! DIVORCE...FINE! YOU GUYS WANT TO DIVORCE, CAN! WAIT UNTIL I'VE FOUND A PART-TIME JOB, WAIT UNTIL I'VE AT LEAST 3K TO SURVIVE ON MY OWN, TOGETHER WITH MY SISTER AND BROTHER! WAIT UNTIL I'VE ACCOMPLISHED THAT, THEN YOU ALL MAY DIVORCE FOR ALL I CARE!

thanks agneslim, for being my listening ear once again.

I ... don't want to believe it TT TT

2009-02-15T21:19:00.002+08:00

mum asked me one question just now, 'when you ask your dad to eat with us, he will always say he's tired or no time right?' my answer, 'yes, sometimes he will say that.' her next statement, 'then do you know he actually has the time to eat with her (tenant) at loyang point food court?' that's when i was thinking, it's impossible. dad won't do that, right? i thought more and this thought came to mind, daddy told me this before not long ago, 'next time when you see your xiaogu, ask her her house got room anot. you go there stay.' i don't want to believe it, but it's a high chance possible that it will be true right? dad don't want me anymore right? dad won't love me anymore right? our family is going to break up soon right?

All these thoughts are running thru my mind now. I need a shoulder to cry on, but who will be there for me? TT TT

Happy Valentines' Day

2009-02-14T02:37:00.008+08:00

Happy Valentines Day

情人節快樂 幸せなバレンタインデー

해피 발렌타인 데이

There are lots of things i want to tell you, but i just don't know how to start. It's been so long, I realise things are not the same anymore, except for my feelings. I've made a wise decision, to not harbour any hopes of being with you anymore. Things may be awkard for us now, not talking to each other, let alone talking on messenger or through messaging. I guess, it was a wrong decision right from the start, but only now then I had come to my senses that perhaps, we aren't meant to be. Perhaps, leaving things the way they are now is better. Those few words in the past, it takes alot of courage to write it out, hoping that you will realise my true feelings, but I guess I'm wrong. And this will be the last time that I'm going to say, I Love You.

준수 오빠, 나는 당신을 사랑합니다! 당신 해야한다 가지다 알려진 지금 쯤이면, 맞죠? ㅋㅋㅋ 하다 당신 알다 나 그리워 너 아주 많이? 하하. 충분한 휴식을 되세요 만약 가능하다면. 당신이 아니라면, 나 할 것이다 아니다 가지다 그 동기 부여 할 하다 그 내가 원했던 것들. 정말 고맙습니다 을 위해 하는 중이다 부분 의 내 인생. 사랑하 오빠~

韩庚哥哥，我愛你！雖然我已經知道你知道我愛你，但我還是想再對你說這三個字。呵呵。哥哥，千萬別太過操勞啊~ 否則我會心疼的。能休息的話，就多多休息吧！可不想見到你生病的樣子呢。雖然無法送你巧克力之類的東西，但至少我能送上我對你的愛還有精神上的支持！哥哥，要加油哦！永遠愛你~

Tired ):

2009-02-13T21:04:00.004+08:00

Valentines day tomorrow. Recieved alot of lollipops from people like Agneslim, Desiree, Vanessa and Agnesong. Thankyou girls (: But this year, i didn't prepare any gifts for the girls ):

Feeling super tired after the chinese extra class. Went straight home, bathe and thought of sleeping already. But daddy ask me go buy lunch + dinner home. So no choice, got to travel to whitesands again ):

Bought back and after eating my lunch + dinner, went to sleep. First time since I've fallen asleep so fast! Can see how i tired i am! Woke up around 8pm + i guess. Then ate lollipop given by Vanessa and just now messaged with Agneslim.

I'm tired again, goodbye. And i love SM Town (:

you guys (and girls) rocks! 사랑하! My valentines this year, <3

Tchers do piss me off -.-

2009-02-12T17:59:00.002+08:00

Anyway, today was somewhat great, but not so great. Morning tcher lectured our class by saying what next time he won't accept parents' letters but only MC! Thats fine with me, but he said for letters, he'll need to talk to parents = i'll confirm get nagging from daddy bcuz he don't like picking up calls from tchers when they are going to repeat the same things over and over again like 'you know, your daughter did not come to school today' this type of stuffs which OBVIOUSLY my daddy will know already right?
Then had lessons, boring. Next week starting have physics remedial ): Nevermind! It can help improve my physics. And why on earth do teachers like picking on our class for observation for the P and VP? Physics, Mr Ong picked our class to be observed and F&N, Miss Ida picked our class to be observed ):

Falling asleep soon, very tired. I think i better faster go bathe then wait for hair dry then go sleep already. Don't think there's any homework though~

Freaking idiot, asshole tan ah gao!

2009-02-11T16:06:00.002+08:00

Morning went to meet Unnie, Desiree and Agneslim outside school. While waiting, the minimart uncle talked to me and say why don't want go school when it's half day? Then he told me that every time NS got half day, nobody takes MC. LOL! and he never tell me the reason why! ):
Anyway, went novena, ate Seoul Yummy again! Ordered the set meal A again, when i thought of just eating dessert ): and i'm like a stupid child today when eating? Because Desiree and Unnie seems to be my 'mummy' or 'waitress' asking me to eat and eat! Hahaha. And i need to eat finish before they allow me to order my strawberry ice-cream~ So, after Unnie scooped the amount she want me to eat finish into a bowl, she went toilet. Just nice, the person came to clear the plates away, so i asked her to clear that big bowl of leftovers too! (: Dessert came and it's super nice! Hahaha.
After that walked around, and there got sell bear bears! Damn big, damn nice and damn expensive ): Who can be so kind to buy for me, less than 100$ you know! Hahaha. Went bugis street for a little while to check out the bag which Agneslim want to buy and she saw a silver black bag which is nice! And the sales guy very cute lah, same as us, say that it suits her very well, haha. Going back there to buy for her on don't know when. Me and Unnie thinks it's nice too~ Hahaha.

And that stupid asshole! I tried talking to him nicely, yet he just keep irritating me! What the fuck man! Guess xiaomei know who i'm talking about. Told him i got no fucking free time to meet him, yet he still insisted on meeting! Ta-ma-de, make me so fucking pissed off! And so what if i didn't lose my handphone, fucker?! None of your business right? I told you i lost my handphone because i fucking don't want you to contact me, AT ALL!

Shit ass, got to learn to control my anger! Control~~~~
And i really really damn hell regretted not going for the SMTown BKK Concert ): Even if i have the money to buy the ticket that time, but what matters most is the money for airplane ticket and hotel fee! ): Parents allow me to go, so what? Still must use own money one! Hmph! ): Don't care liao, if this year have again or whenever have again, i guarantee chopchop diedie also going! Hahaha.

17 March! ):

2009-02-10T17:06:00.002+08:00

Went to polyclinic with grandma to see doctor. Waiting for her, saw Humaira and Khalisah, LOL! Then chat awhile and they went off. Grandma came, and bought my favourite snack. And I got the korean doctor again! (:
The doctor said I must go KK Hospital for blood test and body scan to see is there anything wrong with me ): Sad, must waste money! Somemore is on 17 March which is a Tuesday! Went to pack food for dad, and grandma gave me 20$ to go eat tomorrow. Thanks lot, grandma! (:

Treat from Miss Ida~

2009-02-08T18:11:00.002+08:00

Woke up, bathed and still got time. So tried putting on eyeliner, my first attempt putting myself. And yea, sort of succeeded! Hahaha. Went to meet Unnie, and i actually supposed to be late but miracle! I arrive on the dot, 9.30am meet her! Hahaha. Then i told her is Junsu carry me fly, then she correct me say is Junsu swim me, because his nickname is Dolphin! (:
Met the rest at control station. Then headed to tampines mall. Ordered the American Breakfast set. Damn full man! Then after that, Miss Ida go order earthquake and the fondue! Super nice! And we were the most noisy one! LOL! Total bill, $199.74! Then took pictures, walked around tampines mall, to century square then to library. The girls bought friendship band to tie on their legs, and Agnes got to wait till after SYF then put! o.o
Went Unnie's gugu house slacked. Then played the headbandz game, which is guessing what card is the card on top of my head. Quite fun~ Then her cousin came back, the janelle so cute~ haha. Before i go off, janelle go pull on my shirt, haha. She likes the plastic thing on my shirt uh, LOL!

Pictures to wait for the other girls to upload~

Celebrate Love! <3

2009-02-07T23:53:00.004+08:00

Spent my whole afternoon outside today. Firstly, went to meet Unnie at central, intended to buy fries eat but since later we helping out at the community centre there, might as well don't eat. Eat at there. Then went to her gugu house, rested for awhile before heading to meet Agneslim. Reached, talked for awhile then Agnes say don't know they will provide food or not, so we went to buy fries and bubble tea. Me and Agnes bought another cap at the same place! And the fries auntie say the three of us look like sister! LOL! *okay, i'll skip parts. i'm lazy to type so many*
Went up to the multi purpose hall at level two when its 5.30pm. Briefing then started to sit at the registration counter. Nothing to do at all, only a few people go only -.- After that, went inside the hall to give out chocolates and stand at the snacks booth. Then took some pictures, which are with Agneslim, waiting for her to upload. We also went to draw the caricature of the three of us! Quite funny, haha. The picture is with Agneslim, because she wanted it. Joey joined us at a later timing. Ate nasi lemak, watched some performance and end!

Oh, and my research, I just anyhow went to one website Miss Ida gave and just copy-paste blindly! Guess Monday I'll have a damn hard time re-doing everything -.-
Tomorrow finally, the swensen treat from Miss Ida. Hopefully won't last minute cancel AGAIN! If not can kill people already, especially when I'm on the way to whitesands!

생일 축하 힙니다 윤호 오빠~

2009-02-06T14:25:00.002+08:00

생일 축하 힙니다 윤호 오빠~

Stay healthy and continue making good music for your fans, Cassiopeia. We'll be with you and the members no matter what (:

School was alright. Was somewhat sleeping through out chinese lesson, geography lesson was interesting, PE was slack because we can choose to play or not, recess was fine and assembly was funny.
Glenn went up on stage to beatbox, and wow! Nice~ Haha. Then Hakim and Nadirah went up to sing don't know what song.
Didn't go chinese make-up lesson. Who cares~

Irritated!!!

2009-02-05T19:55:00.002+08:00

Fuck man! Feeling irritated the moment I reached home. Why? Because I've fucking beared with the pain on my left leg, the ankle there since the start of this morning and when I reached home, I can't even fucking find a plaster! Pathetic isn't it? That also means, if I were to bathe, I got to bear with the fucking pain AGAIN! Fuck fuck fuck, fuck my whole life! Ask that sister of mine to help me buy and she say she's tired?! Who the hell ain't tired after schooling, may I ask you?! Fuck, forget it! Bear with the pain, so be it! I'm not a weakling anyway! Fuck fuck fuck!

Okay, enough of me scolding here. After school, while waiting for Unnie, Miss Lee passed me my situational writing. Told me to do corrections then tomorrow hand in. After that, headed to Novena to check out the korean restaurant we are going to eat at. The one we have been eyeing on, got alot people review say it is not nice. So we changed to 'Seoul Yummy' which is quite alright. Their dukkboki is sweet, very nice! Eat until super full, especially Unnie. She's easily full, and today surprisingly I got a big appetite! Walked to the Sol Mart and Unnie bought 6 cans of Milkis for her class girls, those who want it and we each bought a bottle of Life-Water Vitamin, mine is watermelon flavour.
Alighted at Kembangan to pass the drinks to Desiree, including our bottled drink so that she can bring it to school and we can drink it in school tomorrow. Therefore, I do not need to waste money buying drinks at school. Headed back to Whitesands after that, and girls of my class, I've bought the carebear already.

Graciousness; my head -.-

2009-02-04T18:36:00.004+08:00

Woot-tata~ today school was somewhat great, for me. Morning assembly in the hall and oh great! Next week wednesday half day = PE and English only = me confirm chop chop not going school (: as you know, if can don't go school or like the above, 1 or 2 hours of study only, i might not go (:
Principal stupid -.- never elaborate more on the news! I thought got good show see man! To think i am wrong. But nevermind lah, anyway she also say next week CME or home room period ask the form teachers to discuss about that with us! Weeeet ah weeeet~
Thanks ah, Rebecca! For helping me buy the New Paper! See, she's so damn hell good to me! But still, she needs to be more gracious~ xDD Haha. Well, only she'll get what I'm saying, because during CME lesson, Mr Ng talked about graciousness and just nice i messaging her, so told her about it! Hahaha.
After school looked for Agneslim they all, then accompany them go for Chemistry lesson. Starting i thought the paper they doing i don't have. Who knows, is i stupid uh. I have lor, LOL! then i put maths aside and start doing with them also. I think that small group is better than teaching in a big class! Small group = i can understand what he talking, Big group = i cannot make it, want to sleep!

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왜 내가 당신의 꿈은? 난 당신을 포기했다, 그 큰 거짓말이 될 것이다! 난 알지, 왜냐하면 나야, 나 자신, 누구 여전히 사랑 너, 알고 그것~
It's not going to turn out the way i dreamt of it. It'll be the opposite, definitely will be! ):
오디션의 3 라운드! 그가 미쳤나요?! 저주하다! 지금은 자신감을 잃고 오전, 어떻게? 하지만 난 포기하지 않을 것이다! 난 최선을 다할 것입니다! 난 기적을 만들고 싶어!!!
Although it may seem impossible, but i still want to give it a try, no matter what. That is my dream, I'm going to go for it! If i didn't get through, I'll accept to fate, because at least I know i've tried my best!

Coral Secondary is FAMOUS! (:

2009-02-03T19:08:00.002+08:00

Fever came back, didn't go school. Went to see doctor, while waiting Rebecca sms me, ask me buy the New Paper. But she don't want tell me why. So i asked Khalisah, because was messaging with her. Then she told me what happened. Now, Humaira told me everything in details. Cool man! First time in history, Coral Sec is going to have a bad reputation not because of the students, which is us. But purely because of the oh-so-great teachers, principal, vice principal and discipline master themselves (:
Okay, i sound so bad saying that. But, who cares~ It's true that the school is somewhat unreasonable to not let us go Whitesands or under void decks. Just because of that few troublemakers in the past at Whitesands, they don't allow whole school go~ Haha.
Oh, my cousin saw the article, her mum saw it too. Her mum translate WORD FOR WORD in hokkien for my mum and she was like 'ya lor ya lor' wth? It's not as though i everything told her, seems as though she knows everything like that! Haha. And the two adults are laughing at that article.

Serious, i feel like sleeping again after taking medicine. Making me so drowsy. And Mrs Jung very funny seh, say i got fever because yesterday saw cute guy at hei sushi! LOL!

Happy! Cute guy~ <3

2009-02-02T20:40:00.003+08:00

Oh, i just got back home from dinner at Downtown East, Hei Sushi with my mum and sister. Starting regretted going because got KBS Music Bank and got SS501 and SHINee! But nevermind, i'm already out of the house, don't want u-turn back home~
Walked around first, ended at Hei Sushi and ohmy! Got a cute guy serve our table~ And I'm so obsessed with him now! Sounds pervert, yes no? Hahaha! But he's seriously cute lah! And when want to handle the bill, he look directly into my eyes and say 'Settling bill?' OMG! Seriously, my heart beat very fast at that instant y'know! Crazy about him now, ah~
Not forgetting, i saw Goofy at Downtown as well~ She say she catching movie, haha. And she so lame, say want to look at how my sister look like. Look at me can already mah, hahaha. Thats what i told her! LOL!

Okay, I'm preparing to watch my Kkotboda Namja already~ Annyeong people out there! I'm going to take a picture with the cute guy and post here okay? Hehe. And miracle! The VOD Player to play the Kkotboda Namja is going smoothly, no buffering! its my lucky day today! (:

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They had a mass conversation, which don't know who added first. And i guess someone thought that I am inside the conversation, when it's actually unnie who was added inside. Guess they mixed me and her up. Haha. They even said 'I'm your korean idol' LOL!
And guess what, I've gotten the one and only ring which no one will have, and that is Junsu's couple ring, with me! It even got forever love that word carved on it and inside is his name! Go search online, you won't be able to find it (:

Well, i copy paste part of the whole conversation here~ Haha.

(10:18 PM) (^^)!:
mr jason leong fuck ur mom
(10:18 PM) (^^)!:
cheebye
(10:18 PM) AndyGoh-:
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLL
(10:18 PM) Jasonleong:
(10:18 PM) (^^)!:
__
(10:18 PM) (^^)!:
ur mother
(10:18 PM) Jasonleong:
fk off lah
(10:18 PM) . wtfuxx:
cheeming
(10:18 PM)
내 이름은 김치 입니다... has been added to the conversation. *that is CHINMEI, not ME! Haha*
(10:18 PM) . wtfuxx:
just leave
(10:18 PM)
Jasonleong has left the conversation.
(10:18 PM) Jareth:
yo zhan ying
(10:18 PM) AndyGoh-:
wtf lor
(10:18 PM) AndyGoh-:
i type also lagggggg.
(10:18 PM) (^^)!:
yo whats up man
(10:18 PM) Jareth:
im rain man
(10:19 PM) (^^)!:
^_^
(10:19 PM) (^^)!:
(10:19 PM) Jareth:
im ur korean idol
(10:19 PM) . wtfuxx:
dont disiao la
(10:19 PM) . wtfuxx:
fren also wan disiao
(10:19 PM) 내 이름은 김치 입니다...:
eh?

hahaha! Totally mixed me and chinmei up! And chinmei seems totally blur being added inside the convo, hahaha! And i'm sorry jareth, but i don't really like Rain, only his song, haha!

F&N can kill you (:

2009-02-01T15:00:00.004+08:00

Finally done with overall time plan, glad. With much help from darling Junsu, ofcourse. Okay, is from Humaira, Unnie and Desiree for telling me the datelines (because i keep on forgetting) between when start and when end.

Had weird dreams these few days. Its something related to school, but i forgot how the story goes. Just remember got DM included, and surprisingly! The 5/1 girls? Weird right, i think so too.
And i'm super weird just now! While listening to Love In The Ice, i cried? Yes, when i'm just listening to the songs playing and doing overall time plan, my tears just drop down automatically. No yawning, i'm not feeling tired. Its tears, because its salty, saltier than salt water! Because it just rolled to my lips, what the fuck?

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I cant wait for school tmr. But i heard that th Mr Benny Ng want to change our seating arrangement AGAIN?! WHAT THE FUCK! JUST LET ME AND KHALISAH'S ARRANGEMENT REMAIN, FOR GOODNESS SAKE! IF NOT IT'LL BE SUPER BORING THAT I DON'T WANT TO PAY ATTENTION TO LESSONS!
very alone one you know, if not for khalisah sitting behind me ): because she's the only person who i can talk to about kpop in class, WHEN TEACHERS AREN'T TEACHING! see that, when they aren't teaching, then we talk about kpop!

Happy Birthday Weiqi! <3

2009-01-31T14:16:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Weiqi <3

feeling that something is missing. i wonder what that is though.
guess i'm going to have a very wonderful birthday this year, yes! this year, the best birthday present might be just for me, being so happy and high and not staying at home and being out the whole day, who knows right? miracles will happen, and i'm sure of it that this year's birthday is going to be the best of the best, and that nothing can replace that (:

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just screwed up previous blogskin, and i'm totally sad about it ): should not've been too itchy hands and play around with th codes! This new skin is nice, but i still find it weird. Will re-do it some other days. Now totally tired. Unnie, get well soon~

Who's true, and who's not.

2009-01-31T01:24:00.005+08:00

Now i finally know what's true friend, and i believe i have them. The two person who are considered closest to me, Chinmei and Rebecca, thanks a lot for helping me when i'm really in need of help.
i won't feel sad or anything over those who don't want to help, because its thier choice and ofcourse, i won't hate them. But i'm just purely glad that the both of them did not hesitate in helping me. Thanks a million zillion.

I realise, everytime i eat finish, i'm bound to have stomach pain again! Weird stomach i have, i know. Bought a shorts from CottonOn with unnie, quite like it. Might be buying tanktop from there too, not sure. No kpop day tmr, everybody seems to be sick (me, chinmei & humaira) and still not well yet. Take care all~ Fighting!

Watched videos at youtube to kill my time, found interesting ones which made me laugh, mostly because of HyunJoong's answers to questions by the MCs on shows! He's simply too cute and funny, maybe that's why i love him. Like the way SS501 will react to their ex-girlf. when they call. Kyujong so evil, will scold the girl 'pabo' and Youngsaeng's too kind-hearted uhs. As usual, HyunJoong's answers definitely make me laugh!
And my poor iTunes music, all gone! I've to redownload iTunes and put back all the music in again ): How sad right? It'll take a long time, because I've got super many songs to put to iTunes and transfer to my iPod! And not forgetting, can't wait for my desk calendar, planner, Key stickers, Kkotboda Namja OST & most importantly JUNSU 'O' CONCERT TEE (when are you coming! i've waited for about a month alr! Grr) to arrive!

Korean doctor! (:

2009-01-28T21:17:00.002+08:00

Forgotten what happened during CNY. Just remember we cooped ourselves up inside the room, on aircon and shared ghost stories with one another~ then second day of new year we went to LAN shop at elias.

Today, didn't go school. Yesterday diarrhoea until buttock going to rot -.- LOL! then today went to see doctor, and I'm happy! The doctor is a korean~ HAHAHA. Tell me, should i be happy or not? LOL! and Jenies also see doctor! The doctor told me i got fever, when i don't know it myself, funny right? haha.
And yay! I'm almost done with th translation of th YG SHINee's interview! (:

생일 축하 합니다 재중 오빠 <3

2009-01-26T00:00:00.002+08:00

생일 축하 합니다 재중 오빠 <3

Though got my dear Su, but main is on Jae neh~ okay?

Happy Chinese New Year & Thanks for giving me -Oh-So-Great-CNY huh!!

2009-01-25T23:10:00.002+08:00

For your information, the post below is long and lengthy and boring and is full of my fucked up day! So if you don't want to read, please don't! I won't need to waste your time, so that's why I'm typing this part here, to advice you people. And whatever is typed here, I'm not afraid to let my friends know, because it's nothing to be ashamed of! I also want those who thinks I'm a lucky girl to know that I am not always like that, that my family is now in a fucking great mess.

I know, CNY cannot scold people cannot say vulgar and loads more shit right? If not will have bad luck or something, no? Even if so, I don't care anymore because I'm already very pissed off by the one of the bitch at home, and super duper pissed off with another bitch at home!

First off, I was like so happy to be at my grandma's place especially without the bitch No.2 with us at the reunion dinner. Yes, you didn't see wrong! The reunion dinner don't have her, that's how 'peaceful' my family is, very. Anyway, I ate to my fullest and my uncle showed me magic tricks which made me very happy because he can make me laugh. But the bitch No.1 keep on rushing me to go home with her, just because she need to take medicine for her teeth! Can't she just go home herself, right? So okay, went home. Then reach home, after she taken her medicine, she started to throw her tantrum at me, just because she lost her tie which she bought for CNY! She demanded me to help her search for it, okay~ I help her search her wardrobe because it's a mess and guess what! She gave some kind of fucking attitude which irritates me very very much that I gave up searching together with her and went to the bookshelfs with lots of plastic bag to search because before spring cleaning, it's inside one of the plastic bags! So yes, I looked for it with a very fucked up feeling because it's not be who lost the tie, yet I MUST be the one looking for it with her and yet she still shows me the fucking attitude! Ofcourse, I found the tie for her (just like the cat ears which her friend bought for her) and goodness shit! Not even a word of THANKS from her, but more shit hell attitude!

Second, as I mentioned above, I reached home and great! The bitch No.2 suddenly talked to me in the kind of tone whereby it'll definitely freak you out, because you'll know she'll ask you to help her run an errand and then scold you for a small damn thing again after helping her! And yes, she asked me to go to the lift there, where people throws their garbage for the cleaners to clear and asked me to take back the big shoe rack because the new shoe rack is too small! Okay, I go take and after that, she jolly well gave me fucking attitude! So, I'm not bothered to talk to her (skip to the part where I found the tie) and when I found the tie, she then scolded me and say why is it that everytime there's a thing lost, I will be able to find it (it's okay to me she said this sentence, but what's more maddening is this) She even said, is it because I took the things, that's why I know where they are placed at (in a sarcastic tone, for your information) and to this point, I can't hold my anger any longer and just slammed the bathroom door and went to bathe! Because I can't be bothered with her, with someone who took me for a theif in the house when I am the one helping to find lost things whenever it went missing! I came out after bathing and went to use the computer, blasted my iTunes music (what I usually do when I'm in a very bad mood, that I have the urge to hack someone with a chopper) and what the hell, just at that point of time she purposely go and vacuum the floor to cover my music, never mind! After she vacuum finish, I purposely went to change my hamsters' bedding and she scolded me but I treat it as though I hear nothing because my music are still playing loudly! After which, she took 2 toothbrush and ask me which colour I want to use and when I just look up at her (because I'm sitting down playing with hamster while she's standing up) she scolded me again, saying I'm the one who's giving her attitude, saying I'm the one who's causing all the trouble!

Since you've said I'm the one who's causing all the trouble, then what about our whole family's trouble?! Whose the one who started to make this family starting to fall apart?! It's none other than you! It's not Daddy's fault that our family is starting to fall apart, it's you! Because of your fucking stupid money-minded mind, it's making our family fall apart! Yet you still think you're not in the wrong in taking money from Daddy every month when you, yourself did work and the salary is just for your own use and not contributed to the family's income or our allowance! But Daddy's salary which is lower than yours did contribute to the family's income and our allowance yet you still want to and think it's right to take 200$ from him monthly just for your fucking gambling addiction when all your salary is used for your own good use and not to the family's? I suggest you need a brainwash, to clear your mind and know what's right what's wrong!

Better than before.

2009-01-23T21:14:00.003+08:00

Very sick in the morning, never go school. Headache + vomit twice or thrice, ate didi's medicine because he also sick. Unlucky, new year coming then sick. But after a very good sleep (due to medicine) much more better. But unnie still say my looks like going to faint like that, she say quite pale.
Bored staying home, so decided to go out with unnie and Agneslim. Went to Novena for Agneslim to trim her eyebrow then to Whitesands to walk abit then to Central to accompany unnie cut her fringe. It's cute, like she younger than me now. And I'm going to go visit my grandfather early in the morning and go to Whitesands newspaper stand to buy two magazines. Epop and YG! Epop, because got the angbaos (like last year) then got dongbang. YG is about Super Junior Season II at Tokyo, plus got SHINee also.

Enjoyable~

2009-01-22T19:51:00.004+08:00

School was alright today, someone (knew who) broke the fire alarm thing and it rang! During our english, just nice it ended. Then it's like no announcements from P or VP or th P. Dog, so yea confirm is fake. Took up alot of Mr Ong's time, but manage to finish all questions in half an hour.

After school headed to unnie's house and wow! I should feel honoured ehs! I'm the first to be able to enter her house neh~ Slacked abit at her house till 4pm and headed to Simei. Went to eat th Koboyashi Hangul (?) then to Cambridge! Signed up for the korean lesson, same as unnie (: Went watsons, bought quite a number of stuffs then headed home. While waiting for bus, saw my xiaogu and chatted with each other, including unnie. Omg, the bus damn noisy lah~ Got a group of boys sitting at th back (more than 5) and they talk like they own the bus or what -.-
When bus pass by school, saw Guanzhou (yay! He's back to school), Benny they all going out of school, like so late alr~

One more thing, Me Love Ji Hoo (HyunJoong) oppa <3 so people, don't snatch him from me! Go take Goo Joon Pyo, gogogo!
And Unnie is a jae-tard while i'm better, i'm a su-tard (:

Terrible feeling, thanks xiaomei.

2009-01-21T18:15:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling very terrible right now.
I just realise, it's those friends in school who will make me smile, make me smile, make me forget my troubles. But just not them, the ones whom I've lived with all along. They can't give me the happiness and love i need.
Thanks xiaomei for being there for me, for meeting me and giving me advices.

Irritated!

2009-01-20T20:45:00.004+08:00

Ok, i'm feeling damn irritated now because of somebody! I shall not state out who, if you want to know just ask me in MSN.

Sunday, unnie accompanied me to go Paya Lebar buy my CNY clothes. A turtle neck shirt (yes, turtle neck again. Last year is a turtle neck dress) and a skirt (somewhat school girl style) then went to airport eat Mr.Bean, to white sands and to tampines for our shoes (: After which headed to her gugu house for her to change her pants and headed to my ahma house together because her gugu and my ahma are good friends y'know? Same as me and unnie, haha! Somemore my ahma also knows unnie, so its alright~ Chatted for quite awhile and went home.

Monday, quite slack. First two periods F&N and then recess. Find that the time passes quite fast, esp for F&N~

Today, also quite slack. English and Chinese, first two periods both tchers nvr come! English chatted with Khalisah and Jenies, listened to iPod. Chinese chatted with the girls and help Sinyi make her ear thing, th star fall inside uhs. Same as me last time~ Went CCA, what stupid bonding day? Boring day, rather. Teamed up with Humaira and a girl called Vanessa with some other guys. Vanessa ask whats my name, and she finds it hard to pronounce, so i say 'Call me Mrs. Kim can alr' LOL! After CCA waited for Agnes and unnie taught me some chemistry qns again (:

--FUN, HAPPY, EXCITED, HIGH!
I finally managed to watch Korean Boys Over Flowers online, at the same timing as the korean timing. Whoooots! Me and Agneslim was like half watching, half spazzing about how handsome and cute joon pyo and ji hoo are! Oh, and not forgetting th ximen as well, haha. And we even said, we want to go in thr do this do that with them, hahaha! Damn funny~ And omg, joon pyo wna disband F4 bcuz he dont want ji hoo oppa anymore bcuz ji hoo oppa and jan di unnie kissed! Kissed, you know! Heart-break man~ But its just for show, so nevermind, i'm understanding ):
Agnes ah, i really very good you know. I let you have Joon Pyo and the other two guys while i only take Ji Hoo oppa neh. Not all the handsomes to you hor! Hahaha. Is the most handsome, to me, others to you~ LOL! Next week, hopefully we can online and watch and spazz together again, me enjoy it lots lots!

생일 축하합니다 영운 (강인) 오빠 <3

2009-01-17T19:02:00.003+08:00

생일 축하합니다 영운 (강인) 오빠 <3

Decided to stay home, watch New Heart, thou i've alr found it on Mysoju~
2nd post for the day, i know. By the way, anyone wna buy things from yesasia? Me wna get th OST for Korean Boys Over Flowers (19 bucks) and still need more items for free shipping! Anybody want to get something from thr, let me know please please!
Ohyea, Viikii got upload Korean Boys Over Flowers as well! And its better than youtube, definitely~ Getting more interesting, can't wait to watch it. And i wonder, if i watch it on KBS 2 at 9.55pm (Singapore time; 10.55pm) will i be able to wake up on time on tue and wed? Bcuz it'll be showing at that timing for Monday and Tuesday! ):

Tired, but not giving up!

2009-01-17T15:21:00.002+08:00

Yesterday chem lesson, had to do experiments~ Pour this and that into test tube and go burn (?) it, i guess. Got one, black black solution th smell damn ewww! But it's fun doing experiments y'know~ haha.
Agneslim sick, hope she's better alr now. Lucky she nvr insisted on going CCA ytd, if not she might faint~ Okay, maybe not so serious, but her face really looks very unwell.

Today, agneslim told me th treat from Miss Ida postpone again. Bcuz desiree and vanessa can't make it, th dno who dont let them off (?) so postpone~ Wondering should i go th chalet ltr? But i want to watch New Heart, can't afford to miss one episode okay!

I wonder why, but i will always have a stupid face whenever i go out with both my mum and sis. Somemore ytd they go Bugis lah! Th stupid place with so many ahlians and damn hell crowded! But well, my mood got somewhat better while eating lunch/dinner with my iPod musics blasted on full volume, both earpieces into my ears. Feeling damn shiok~ Ate salmon set at Bugis Junction food junction, th salmon is nice. But i didn't eat finish th veggies and eggs which are together with it, bcuz i dont like. Mood eventually return to normal when we're at Sasa. Sis bought eyeliner for me, two somemore! And i ownself bought a cream, All-in-One, act as foundation and i forgot what else. Sis said she's gna buy me th cucumber slices that i wanted at Sasa as well, for my dreadful stupid eyes!

Korean Boys Over Flowers <3

2009-01-15T21:15:00.002+08:00

Oh yea yea yea~ Korean version of Boys Over Flowers / Hana Yori Dango (in japanese) is out! Its uploaded on youtube alr, how wonderful~
Oh my Hyunjoong~ So suave in there! Simply makes me heart skip a beat <3
Why are you so charming in there, especially donning the white suit~ Looks just like my prince charming, too charming to be true.

Okay, sounds like a pervert, yes no? Anyway, Sat got Swensen's Breakfast treat from Ms Ida and 6pm i'll be at th chalet to celebrate my cousin's birthday at Coasta Sands Resort!

Today chinese lesson if funny, thou we did get scolding from Zhangyan for skipping th remedial. She said we girls think th boys are our fans, got them as backing so we dare to skip th remedial and th boys said yea, our fans our fans! LOL! Interesting chinese class i have (:
Geog is boring! I want Mahtani for geog man~ Victoria Chee don't know how to teach!
Went to central eat dinner with mum just now, around 6pm. I knew who's sitting behind me, LOL! But i just dont wna turn my head~ While walking home, saw Agnesong with her bubbletea, heh heh.

Lucky? Or just thinking too much~

2009-01-13T21:07:00.002+08:00

Well, first off. Wna start my post with.., fuckyoubitch! damn hell attitude of yours simply irks me. once a bitch, forever a bitch. just like a leopard won't change its spot, would it?

anyway, today fnn practical i sort of screw things up? well, i dont know. th korean spicy potato, i dont think its that nice~ i tot perhaps i could do a better job if thr's more time given! anyway, geog that chee nvr come. everybody happy! talked alot alot of kpop things with khalisah :D finally, in class FINALLY got someone to talk to about kpop stuffs! i've been waiting for like dno how many decades alr!

after school headed to central, unnie help agneslim transfer money. then i bought beanie cap, me love it super much! i'm gna wear it on cny, definitely! actually wanted to go home le, but sudden big rain. when like no rain liao, i go unnie's aunt house, change into unnie's clothes and went to meet xiaomei at whitesands. while waiting for her at whitesands, talked with linhui while she working. after that go tamp, look for unnie's desired organiser then to popular for xiaomei to look for her book. last, went to simei for dinner at 18 Chef! long time no go thr~ changed alot, and saw si ni :D and ofcourse, uncle benny as well :D
ate nugget and my all-times favourite drink, oreo freeze! heh heh, when eating th nuggets, i tot of th past thing. Si ni should know what i'm talking abt, haha.

Went home, while near my blk thr. at th park th multi purpose hall, i saw a guy like waiting for someone liddat, so ofcuz, who would so kaypo care right? so i continue walk to th lift thr, then got a couple got in th lift with me. then i tio shock, bcuz that guy just now at th hall thr, suddenly at th lift with me as well. then he seems to be like looking at th couple, wondering to go in or not. then in th end he still went in, and he look at th buttons on th lift then pressed 5 and look at th couples then look at me again.
wth~ i dont know i think too much or what, but at that time i'm super thankful that th couple took th same lift as me! bcuz i dont know that guy is a theif or what y'know~ and i guess th couple did save me uhs.

And my jie said if i passed all my subj for th first exam, she'll fork out money to let me learn what i want! i'm gna study hard, so that i can learn my korean~

I'm happy, like never before! Serious!

2009-01-11T21:46:00.003+08:00

Today went cousin's house, collect stuffs. Headed to compass point, collect bag. Went back her house, rest for awhile and head to Tampines. Head to whitesands after that and went back home. Watched 'New Heart' and chatted in MSN with Jessica and Unnie.

And i'm damn freaking happy now. But ofcourse, i won't say out why~ Secret y'know, can't be shared! Hahaha.

School life is killing!

2009-01-10T16:19:00.004+08:00

Was not online for quite long alr. What's th reason, school life duhhhh -.- just started school not long and wow! homeworks are ~~streaming~~ gushing in like never before! esp for fnn, total suckiness ): but i'm a good girl, i stayed home to finish my homeworks and now i'm just really left with fnn which is a headache for me!

But ofcuz, i wont start into fnn now. I've loaded some videos, and i'm so gna watch finish them before i put my heart, mind and soul into doing fnn! i'm gna aim for a distinction this time round, instead of a B3! I like physics, but i dont like chem. Ronald tan is as boring as usual, at least physics thr's Mr Ong and what he teached, i understand. Not like chem, i dont understand a single shit! Maths, still th same old dennis teo who has grown a bigger belly than usual. Boring maths lesson, i must say. But at least i can still concentrate on his lesson. Chinese, zhangyan! Goodness, she shifted all our places, damn hell! And thr's a test ytd, supposed to stay till 2pm instead of 12.35 go home, but we're th best chinese class that we didn't attend th test! And i knew exactly how Zhangyan reacted when she saw us missing, bcuz Rachael told me ytd when i saw her at central (:

SNSD's Gee is out, its nice and me love it! Minho's in th MV as well! Cool yea, hahaha. And ohmygoodness! Dongbang sang Mirotic in chinese! Chinese y'know, they aren't really that good in pronoucing proper chinese! But a thumbs-up for them!
Here's th video, with chinese and eng subs (:

Twilight!!

2009-01-03T17:03:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to eat Carls Jr at marina, headed to Suntec then to Kembangan. Look at baby hamham and had a pretty cool time thr.

Today, at home reading my Twilight book bought ytd! i'm god-damn happy that i finally bought it! Left one last one, in good condition at Popular so why should i hesitate right right? Thanks Rachael for lending me th pop card which entitles a disc and Unnie for accompanying me! (:

Reached home, blabbered to mum and didi non-stop regarding today in school, how boring it is and how i spent my day afterwhich. Now, i've read till page 289 within two days. Is it fast, i hope not~ Monday thr's PE and first period is Maths! Oh great, i'm gna die badly on monday! Unable to answer qns, sleeeepy in class and gained weight height remains! damn damn damn, i'm worried sick t-t

Yet another birthday wish, for our cutest suju oppa, LeeSungMin & korean wishes <3

2009-01-01T17:51:00.004+08:00

생일 축하 합니다 성민 오빠 <3

*saeng.il chukahamnida sungmin oppa; happy birthday sungmin oppa*

새해 분 많이 받으세요

*saehae bok mani badeuseyo; happy new year*

Woke up early morning, prepared and went to meet Regina for my two cute hamham. First day of this year and i met a friendly person. Talked alot with her, and th hamster is actually her USA's friend one, but she need go back USA so she help to take care. Who knows, they breed so fast! LOL~ then she even asked if i'm korean or not, bcuz she saw my email name + she said when she first saw me, she thought i'm somewhat korean. Happy happy~

She alighted at tamp to meet another buyer while i headed to pet lovers centre buy a new small cage for those two babies. Th jiejie is very friendly as well, she ask me what breed is my hamham and after that she ask for my budget *below $30, best is around $25* and she really did found one suitable cage which is just nice $25. Paid by NETs and she wished me Happy New Year and said those two hamham are cute!

Reached home, played pet society awhile then went to central with didi. And yay! Central got sell beannies! And i bought one, for $10 and i still wna buy more more more!

Then just now, chatted with xiaomei on th phone. She has th same thinking as me, thought we could finally meet after so long for a countdown and who knows, plans cancelled. Then talked some crap with her and yea, thats about it?

Happy New Year 2009 and Happy Birthday Zhao Jie Cousin (:

2009-01-01T00:36:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Zhao Jie cousin & Happy 2009! Watched th chnl 8 countdown, and its expected that they perform th first bcuz they gotta rush to BoonLay for another countdown ): i just can't get enuf of their perf!

Anyway, pretty pissed off earlier on. Plans to go dte celebrate is cancelled, they planned to go to yuanfong's house countdown. i'm wondering might as well ownself stay home and countdown? Thou it may be more lively with friends around -.- went out for dinner with mum and sis at loyang point. Ate cereal prawns *their cereal prawns aren't like other stalls. super yummylicious* and some other side dishes to go with plain white rice. after that, waited for mum to dapao mac for didi. me and sis was practically teasing mum all th way at loyang point, haas. And and, my sis LOVE th wrong number + mirotic LIVE at SBS, th special stage! She keep on ask me to replay for her in my iPod!

Rebecca came my house just now. Had a long long talk with her, and i'm enjoying th talks. Bcuz rarely will i have long talks with people, mostly is just with Rebecca then will i talk alot. She's th best, seriously (: and tmr i'm gna collect my hamham! Yea, gray hamham, one guy one girl, one month old! Super cute (:

I don't want 2009 >.<

2008-12-31T12:59:00.003+08:00

Today is the last day of 2008, which means 2009 is coming in 11hours time. Will be going to dte for countdown with mostly 4/4 peeps and jenies as well (: Long time no see her, and until last day of 2008 then get to see her -.-
My new year's resolution? I don't know about that. Oh well, but i suddenly thought of one.
I want 迷路兵, SS501, SHINee, 동방신기 & 슈퍼주니어 to be healthy and happy for year 2009!
Thats currently what i'm thinking of now. And and, oh my freaking goshhh! Anyone saw 동방's latest Wrong Number and Mirotic perf on SBS? Its damn hella HOT! I guess Rah watched it alr, saw from her blog~ right right? Seriously, ytd night i watched it on youtube and wtf! My nose's bleeding~ *okay, thats just joking about nose bleeding* Gahhhh! I've put it inside my iPod, i'm gna keep watching that if i were to get bored at th countdown. See! I prepare dao so good liao, bored got iPod accompany!
-Shall update again-

迷路兵 POWERLAH! <3

2008-12-30T21:35:00.002+08:00

Ouuuuuuuch! That hurts, seeing dearest Sam getting kiapped on his ears and chin t-t
Got watch OKTO Live anot people?! Got my dearest cutest 迷路兵 y'know? They super charming wearing the blue outfits and they are just too cuteeeeee! Agree with me, yea?
Sam, he said going to school is important. And he asked th viewers to go to school, must remember to go school no matter what. Okay, i'll heed dearest Sam's advice and go to school.

Sam, guess his ears and chin must be hurting now aye? Weiqi, he sang! How wonderful! Nic, th way he gobble up th ice-cream is super cuteee!
Ahhhhhh! I miss them alot, seriously. I wna experience what i experienced in th past, go thr and so lucky got to see him thr~ That's th best!

End of world, December Year 2012; faster come!

2008-12-28T23:56:00.003+08:00

Fuck lah, nabei! Now, i seriously wish end of world is really on December 2012! Live so long for what? Especially if you're in a fucking family like mine! Jibye!

Mother come home from work, with a fucking attitude and anyhow scold you. Brother unable to use computer anymore, ended up throwing tantrum and scolding you as well. Sister partly scolded you because brother deleted Firefox.

Yes, my daddy is perfect. I love him the most. He treats me the best, not making me angry and all. But a family is not just about one or two person! If i were to choose, to live or die right NOW, i would choose to end my life. Simple.

Happy 5th Anniversary, 동방 오빠 <3

2008-12-26T00:02:00.004+08:00

Happy 5th Anniversary 동방신기 오빠 ❤

~~In a few hours time, i'll be outside! (: Can't wait.~~

Met Unnie, Joey and Joanne at Whitesands and headed to KFC for breakfast. Their breakfast damn hell niceee! Me love love love it very much! <3

After breakfast, take mrt all th way to vivo to go sentosa. Played volleyball and our coach is Joanne! Haha. And most of th times, we were like just picking up th balls xD LOL! but did learn something uhs, haha. Foot was hurting, so didn't really play much during ltr part of th game. Instead, sat on th sand and sun-tanned until my left arm tio sunburn, pain.

Parted way with Joey and Joanne, they went to eat while me and Unnie went to Paya Lebar eat Mr.Bean then shop around. Bought oversized tee with Unnie for our dance class. Oh, did i mention that my mum is so damn kind to help me fork out 60 bucks for my dance lesson! :D

Headed to buy plaster at watsons then to popular look around. And i bought a korean pocket dictionary! (: quite useful lehs!

Merry Christmas All <3

2008-12-25T01:28:00.004+08:00

First and foremost,

Merry Christmas One and All <3

Christmas Eve

Spent th afternoon with Unnie as stated in th previous post. And at night, which is a later timing, headed to Rebecca's house to celebrate x'mas with people like Rebecca, AgnesOng, AgnesLim, HuiPing, Jolyn, Elaine, CheeMing, YuanFong, KianWei, BoonHing, ZhenWei, Desmond and Labi~ It was quite a last min thing for me and i had to wear red, so just overlapped th dongbang hoodie over me and set off, haha. Quite fun thr, did enjoy myself. Talked with Labi about ZOO! Bcuz he said he went thr today, LOL! And he said he saw Raymond they all (i guess) at th zoo as well, lolol~ At approx twelve midnight, they had exchange gifts while Me and Labi shook hands bcuz we didn't buy any presents! LOL!

Christmas
~~Will be heading down to Cousin's house for gift exchange and eating. Shall update th next day. Hungry again~~~

Woooots~ I'm back! Woke up with a bad mood, thats typical of me, haha. Just like every morning wake up go school, i'll also be in a bad mood. Anyway, cab down to Cousin's house and its damn early. So i was like 'wth! ask me so early wake up yet thr's no one at their house to play with.' so i'm glad that i got my ipod along and it accompanied me thru out till afternoon when th rest of th cousins came. Went compasspoint, arcade and cold storage then went home. Used ahkai korkor de laptop surf web awhile and then uncle opened wine for us. th taste is omg! Both red and white wine ain't nice -.- Had gift exchange and what the fuck! i've got something big to announce!

FOR THE SECOND YEAR THAT I'M EXCHANGING GIFTS, I'VE GOT BACK WHAT I'VE GIVEN FOR EXCHANGE DURING CHRISTMAS!

pathetic right? all my relatives know about what happened, and all were laughing hard. How suay is that? Hahaha. But oh well, its ferero rocher. Watched show, then cab home again. Quite fun, i guess. Haha.

And, do visit JFS! (: